Two Lonely Hearts

I Run Away

-we both drowned under the waves of words we weren't saying- ben maxfield

I screwed up.

I knew i shouldn't of done it, but i didn't have a choice he would've done the same thing if he was in my situation. I put my brown curly hair into a ponytail, and walk around my room looking for my brown jacket, it's the middle of winter so you can imagine how cold it is.

I was packing my bag, rushing to get all my important things. it's only a small bag so i can only take the things i really need, like money that I've saved up, clothes but not a lot, my pocket knife and maybe if i have enough room, food
ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗᕕ( ᐛ )

My door slams open. That's gonna leave a dent

I don't even need to turn around to know who's standing there.

"so your leaving, without saying goodbye?"

"Yeah, Abi yes i am, and you know why" i turn around to face my fuming best friend, if she were a cartoon character, there would be smoke coming out of her ears

" well, i can come with you, you dont have to do this alone!" she cries out. Is it just me or are there tears in her eyes

"No."

"no? What do you mean no?" she questions. This is why she's my bestie
"i mean no, you wanna hear it in Spanish, noh" haha we should probably be Sirius right now.
"are we really quoting teen wolf at a time like this?" abi chuckles
"just trying to defuse the tension" i should stop, this is a Sirius situation.
"Alex. Sit down, talk to me" she says softly.

"i can't sit down right now bee" i feel like crying. yes i don't want to go but i can't stay, it would put her in more danger. and i cant do that to her, she's been through so much already.
"you can't just leave me Al, i already lost my mum, i cant lose you too!" abi says loudly. I feel as though there's a different meaning to that. it doesn't matter at the moment,focus alex, right ok back on task.

"Abi you're my best friend, what i did yester- i dont have time, people are coming for me, dangerous people, and i can't stay here or they'll take you and i don't want that to happen. They dont know about you yet, and if i go now they never will and that's good. I love you but i have to go.. Let me go. " welp that fucking did it, abi is full on crying. Not the pretty kind, full on snot, tears and gasping for air, crying. Was my little speech that emotional? i dont think so. If i had feelings i would've had sympathy...

Nah im just kidding, i do

"just- please come back and dont you dare forget me, or I'll kill you myself" she threatens. Well that's nice to hear.

"of course i won't forget you, how could i?" i chuckle, obviously a teary chuckle. God im going to miss her. I walk out the room leaving her there, if i stayed any longer i might of just not gone at all.

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As i walk past a mirror i see my reflection, i have a slightly crooked nose, a result of being punched in the nose to many times, a scar going through my eyebrow, and brown orbs ( author: im not sorry, like at all.) my lips are kind of thin, im not saying their non existent like tom Hollands, but their also not full, my brown hair still in a ponytail. i guess I should probably stop staring at my beautiful self and get going, I've already wasted so much time.

I run out the door, put my light up shoes on and start my journey to the bus stop. I could of taken my Cadillac but im no tommyinnit.

I'm walking to the bus stop looking behind my back because I'm a paranoid bitch.