10. finally ma.

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as i woke up i noticed that ashtray was gone, i scrunched my eyebrows together where the hell is he?

as i got up i went downstairs to the kitchen, and noticed ashtray sitting on the couch looking at the tv with a bowl of cereal in his hand.

"hey." i spoke softly behind him, i thought i'd surprise him but this guy never flinches. he looked at me and patted the couch in order to say that i needed to sit.

"tray.." i ask him. "hm?" he hummed, turning to look at me. "have you ever like.." i started and went up to look at him but his gaze upon me kept me literally quite. i saw him smirk so i snapped back to reality.

"have you ever felt anything for a girl?" i ask him. he looked at me surprised that i'd ask that question. but he quickly covered it up by giving me his usual intense stare.

"yes." he said. "who?" i asked him interested in his answer. "..." he stopped talking. "well?" i asked him again.

he pulled me over to sit on his lap then he kissed me. OUT OF THE BLUE! after a few minutes he stopped kissing me and said. "you don't need a name. you just need me and i need you."

"damn tray.. didn't knew you were someone like.. like..." i started but couldn't find the exact words for him. "just shut up." he said as he pressed his lips against mine again.

i felt him smirk against my lips, his hands traveled down to my waist. his grip on my waist tightened as my hands traveled to his neck.

we continued kissing each other, taking breath breaks for a few seconds but still not stopping our make out sesh. after a while we both walked over to his bed and sat down.

i sat down on his bed at the same time that he did. he pulled me on his lap and that's when his hands slowly traveled down to my hips.

he caressed my hips in a soothing way. his hands slowly moved down to my ass and back up to my hips. we continued that till our lips were literally swollen, i laid my head on his shoulders and wrapped my legs around his torso.

he smirked and laid his head on top of mine.

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