I'm Macy Brown. I'm seventeen years old and I am from South Carolina. This year I will be enrolled at beacon hills high school this year, in northern California. We moved because I needed to start my life over. I live in a dark past that I want to forget. I wanted to be in a new place where no one knew me, I want to start out new, I want to be good again. And I want people to accept me.
I am your average high school girl. Well, not completely. I am tan, and blonde, and fairly short. I have never been in the "popular groups" I could never stand being friends with those bitches. There are bitches everywhere.
But anyways, I play volleyball and softball, and I'm pretty smart.
Another thing is that I have never fallen in love. I mean I'm only a junior but most people have already had like 10 boyfriends by now. But I really want to meet someone in California. I want an everlasting love that I can cherish forever. But I'm not that sure on how that can happen because of my past.
I have a mom and a dad and two brothers, I used to have a sister but she died of a drug overdose. Her name was Bailey, she brightened up everyone's day, I guess you could say after that happened, that's when I lost myself. I started to do drugs, get drunk, and have sex a lot, mainly with strangers. I started to fail most all of my classes. I became worthless and I knew it. After a year I started to get bullied and even death threats. Everything was going wrong. I couldn't do anything except hate myself too. I didn't want to be in the world and I wanted to give up very badly. And after a few years of therapy due to multiple failed suicides, we decided to move. All I want is a new start with new people. And hopefully I'll get that.
