Our Path Our Way (Sanhwa)

March 25, 2023

"What if I want to stay" "What?" "What if I want to stay forever in his life?" "Seonghwa!" "Hon we shouldn't cause a scene" "I choose to not believe in my faith but believe in my destiny" Seonghwa gently held my hand "And my destiny has San in it"  He turned away from his parents and we walked towards the audoruim place where our movie was being shown at. At the end of the credits, Seonghwa only smiled and snapped the photo. We walked out of the audoruim then headed towards the exit doors of the movie theaters. "You remember Yunho he proposed to Hongjoong then ended up getting jobs being a translator" "No way Hwanie that's cool" "Yeah Yunho wanted all of his friends to snap any credits that have his name on it" "I can see why he would be happy to see it but he should smile when he sees his own name" "I know he does but when he sees his friends are happy about the job he has it's going to give him the energy to keep going and well you know Hongjoong he owns Midnight Illusion" "Yeah" 

I continued to walk with Seonghwa and looked back at him he seems so composed. I mean this guy practically just told his parents off in front of over maybe 40 people. But he stood with me walking Hangjuio Street as if nothing happened. I wanted to have the power to read his mind or his heart. What is going through his head what troubles is his heart facing? "I wanna know what is going for him I see him every day but whenever he smiles or laughs it makes me wanna believe things have worked in his favor" "Then that means there have been days where time has been treating him well other days it hasn't treated him well at all but he keeps it all in because he rather not worry the guy he calls his other half the guy would just live through the days feeling genuinely happy because he knows that he'll always have his other half by his side" I looked at Seonghwa when I did he kissed me right on my lips. People around us whispered or made rude remarks but Seonghwa continued to kiss me.  I closed my eyes and kissed him back there go those fuzzy feelings again the feelings of getting kissed for the first time all over again. But funny enough Seonghwa was my first kiss and I was his first kiss as well so I say faith clearly wasn't strong enough to prevent that from happening. 

The kiss ended  Seonghwa looked right into my eyes with a loving gaze it felt like the first day of a relationship all over again. "Hwa," I say soflty "Mines," He says kissing my nose "And mines alone" "Park Seonghwa!" He chuckled and grabbed hold of my hand once again. "Let's go get wasted at Midnight Illusion" "That sounds like a plan that is going to happen Seonghwa" He laughed and we walked hand in hand towards Midnight Illusion. We looked at the sign that was on the front door. Friendship hour has now arrived only friends and Ateez are allowed at this hour thank you and sorry for the inconvenience. We walked into the place Yunho was the first to shout our names. "Sanie! Eunjo-Hyung!"  I looked around and smiled nogged one person. "San ahhh yah my hair" "It's pretty cool Hongjoong-Hyung," Yeosang says "To have an hour dedicated to just your friends loved ones losing in your place" "Yeah it's nice" "Hey wait a second" "Um?" "Eunjo's here" "Yeah" "He usually made us snack beforehand" "He did" "What" "Is that why you wouldn't answer your phone at 1 pm" "Yah you could've lied and said you were around your mom's or sanies parent's house" "Even if I did you would've tried to get there Wooyoung" "No because now I respect your relationship with Sanie and also you haven't hurt Sanie not once so you're still loved by us" 

"Gosh why are we burping so much all we did was eat snacks" "Yeah but pizza and wings wasn't a snack" "Truee" "Eunjo-Hyung do you know the time" "My phone says 8:57" "Whelp I should leave" Mingi says getting up "I've gotta head to work early" "What time" "8 am" "Gosh go home take a shower and rest" "Will do" "What about everyone else" "Eunjo and I both have night shifts so 5 pm all the way to 10 pm" "When you guys get off work come here" "And you'll spoil us" "Both Yunho and I will be around" Hongjoong says "Sweeet" "Yeo, Jongho what about you two" "Yeo won't be out of his classes until 5 pm and I won't be off work until 4" "You guys shall also lodge here" "So basically what you're saying is we get to have dinner here tomorrow" "Yes" Hongjoong says "Night guys I'm going get enegery regain to tackle tomorrow then lodge with you guys" "Bye Mingi" "We're going to" "Bye Jongho, Bye Yeosang" "Sanie, Eunjo what about you two" "We might end up going around the city or head to our home watch shows and other things" "Mhm other things" Hongjoong punched Wooyoung who only laughed "Alright then it's settled" Seonghwa says "We'll just see each other again tomorrow" "Should we do our chant" "Yeah" "Mingi come here you giant marshmallow" "Hahahhha" "8 makes 1 team!"