Only If She Knew✔️

chapter: 28

"Buisness was not easy as in start nobody was hiring me because I was new as well . Yes percentage do matter but more than that experience mattered. I will let you meet grandpapa.. he supported me very much in buisness. He told me where I was lacking and then I grew instantly as I was not having any time to waste. With whom I would have spent time?

Mom and dad were in India and I used to feel myself lonely in free time so I kept myself busy all the time. Now I don't want to go through that loneliness again. Those were enough Shehnaaz. I was not even having my parents to take care of me. Even in fever I used to work as I was alone", Sidharth told in heavy voice as his throat dried when he was talking about him being alone there. Managing without his parents was difficult for him. No-one was there for him.

Sidharth closed his eyes to control his tears. A tear drop fell from his eyes , Shehnaaz wiped his tears and kissed his forehead. Her eyes also moistened seeing him broked and in tears. She felt pang inside her heart as she is the reason of his problems. She herself ruined her life and forced him to ruin his as well. She took a long breath to calm herself as she is unable to control herself. If she didn't stopped herself then she know she will end up crying miserably which is last thing she want

"Now... y..ou can't.. stay alone. Even if you want to..", Shehnaaz said and went towards table to pick chocolates again. She thought maybe if she will eat something then she can control herself. If not for herself then for him. Sidharth looked down as right now he is not in state to show himself normal. He want to cry his heart out because he felt loneliness of himself again

"Don't leave me ever Shehnaaz. I don't want to live alone again", Sidharth requested with fear what if he is left alone again. Shehnaaz sat beside Sidharth and hugged him . She put chocolate near his lips and asked him to eat

"Never Sidharth.... Now have it", Shehnaaz said. Sidharth opened his mouth to have it as he can't deny her wish. Shehnaaz kissed cheeks and helped him to lay down

"Sidharth... I will go in another room if you can't cry in front of me .... But please don't keep inside your heart... You don't know you can face depression too. So please", Shehnaaz chocked in her voice while requesting him . Sidharth nodded and pulled her in hug again. But this time hug was more tight than any hug they shared. He didn't even left any space between them, he let his tears fall down as he believe that Shehnaaz will not stay with him because she pity him.

Shehnaaz tried to break hug but he didn't let her move even. Shehnaaz also cried in his arms as she can't tell anyone how much she is regretting. Sidharth Is best of all people she ever meet . After 5 minutes he broke hug and sat straight with a smile on his face as now he is feeling light..he felt like burden from past few years is removed now.  Shehnaaz is happy that atleast now they can lead an happy married life. He tucked her hair strands behind her ears softly while staring in her eyes. Her cheeks turned red which made him smile..

"Tomorrow do you want us to visit cafe in morning?", Asked Shehnaaz. Sidharth nodded and interwined their fingers together. He is happy that atlast he got what he thought of.. he closed his eyes again as he don't know why his eyes are still having tears for what reason he himself can't guess. Neither he want to cry again as it will tense her. He can't believe everything is real and Shehnaaz is near him , he think that he is watching a beautiful dream which should not break ever. Later both slept after having dinner.

Next morning they informed Ashok that they are going out and left mansion. Shehnaaz smiled when Sidharth stopped his car near cafe which have many of their precious memories. Not only one but many as whenever they used to feel hungry or wanted to have coffee , they used to come here.

Flashback

"Sidharth you again came early. Idiot try to come late because I am not punctual", Shehnaaz said and sat in one chair in front of Shehnaaz. Sidharth was on leave today from college which was not new. Shehnaaz was habitual of him spending time with his friends rather than studying in college. He used to enjoy his life rather than studying books

"You should be Shehnaaz", he said angrily and banged his hand on table

"Yes shout at me and pour your anger on me I am here just to hear your anger right?", Shehnaaz replied sarcastically

"Also I am free right who waste her time in college rather than roaming with my friends", Shehnaaz said angrily. She was angry at him as she always ask him to attend lectures and then leave to spend time with his friends but always Sidharth roam with his friends and call Shehnaaz to meet in caffe after holiday.

"No love. we are here to spend sometime together but you are again late which irritate me. I was waiting from such a long time", Sidharth gave him reason softly. Shehnaaz heart melted hearing his voice and seeing love in his eyes

"Awee you deserve this", Shehnaaz said and kissed his cheek and sat on her place back within seconds

"I didn't even realised it..... Kiss my cheek again", Sidharth demanded as she didn't gave him chance to feel her

"Mad man we are sitting inside public caffe. Find a room for all these", Shehnaaz said

"Would definitely find one for many reasons", Sidharth replied with double meaning. Shehnaaz widened her eyes understanding his meaning and looked here and there in embarrassment. She checked if someone heard them or not, and sighed in relief as nobody was near

"O...rder coffee", Shehnaaz said and looked down to hide her blush

"Already ordered. Stop blushing otherwise I will loose control over myself", Sidharth said and placed his hand on hers. Shehnaaz shivered feeling his hand on hers. She looked at him and then on ground again as she know him and trust him that he can never loose his control over himself

"Don't tease me then", Shehnaaz replied after a minute when she gained courage to reply back

"What to do? I am falling for you more and more daily", Sidharth replied in husky voice

"Leave my hand atleast", Shehnaaz asked

"First say that you are also falling for me more and more. Also add I love you in it. One more thing that you are ready to marry me", Sidharth asked to which Shehnaaz jumped in happiness as this is what she always craved for

"W... what? Are you serious? Yyyy I am so happy Sidharth I love you soo much and I am falling for you more and more every second", Shehnaaz replied and hugged Sidharth tightly. Soon their coffee arrived, Sidharth picked his cup, so as Shehnaaz

"Cheers ", Shehnaaz said and touched her cup with his

"Haha mad women", Sidharth said with a smile adoring his face. Shehnaaz smiled and adored him

"Only yours. You have to handle me till end of your life", Shehnaaz replied

"I will do that happily", Sidharth told and continued having coffee

Flashback end

"I have so many memories stored here", Sidharth said and looked at Shehnaaz

"Correction , We have many memories here", Shehnaaz told and they both entered inside cafe holding eachother hands.