BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! I reached out quickly shutting off my alarm groaning rolling over. Dread sinking in yet again. It seems like the only emotion ive been able to experience lately. As per usual Niall and James were the source. i silently said a quick prayer that they wouldn't actually show at church today. church was supposed to be my safe haven. the one place i could be comfortable and be myself. the one place i knew i didnt have to worry about them or anything they had been or would be doing to me. but no now they're threatening to take even that away from me. my door popped open and my mother stuck her head in " lets go girls y'all need to get up and start getting ready" i groaned again and removed my blankets. i just hope that they wont try to pull anything in church.i dont think i could handle that. i go into my closet and grab out my outfit for the day and walk across the hall to the bathroom. i use the bathroom and change quickly walking to the other end of the house to join Sam in the other bathroom. who is dressed and already working in her makeup with music playing from her phone. some band i dont know playing some weird ass music im not particularly fond of. i shake it off as best as i can and try to ignore it and start on my makeup. i look over at sam my stomach doing flips i open my mouth to ask her what i should do or if she thinks they'll do anything but quickly close it as my mother walks in to quickly do her makeup as well. she looks at me and i make a fist and motion from left to right in a semi circle, to signle to her i would tell her later. she nods and continues what she doing scooting over so we can share the mirror. we silently all do our make up. my mother set down her mascara and looked over grabbing her coffee. "we need to leave in ten minutes girls finish up ok" we both nodded as she walked out of the room we waited for her to be to out of hearing distance. sam turned to me " ok whats up?" i sighed " ok so Niall and James are going to the same church as us and im really nervous and im afraid they're gonna try and pull something in the middle of church and i dont know what to do. what do i do???" she let her mouth stay agape for a moment before quickly pulling herself together. "well i doubt they would try anything in church. in front of all of those people. and even if they did you know your mother would put them so hard into place they wouldnt think about even looking your way ever again." she said quickly i looked into her eyes trying to detect if she was bullshitting me or if she really believed this. when it seemed like she really was sure i looked away and tried to take her word for it. letting myself calm down a little bit i quickly sprayed myself down with perfume and left the bathroom.
we had arrived at church and quickly found seats. Sam and i walked around talking to people and just not sitting for right now before church officially starts. So far we hadnt seen Niall or James. hopefully it'll stay that way. maybe they were just messing with me.just trying to freak me out. if so it totally worked. i was feeling less and less nervous and starting to relax. It was about time for church to start so we went o go take our seats. as we were walking in i spotted to blond heads sat side by side two seats away from my mother.i stopped in my tracks my stomach flipped around and i grabbed sams arm. "they're here sam. they're right next to mom what am i going to do?!" she snapped her head over to get a look for herself. "you're going to walk over there with me. you're not going to acknowledge them in any way. you are going to take the seat closest to your mother. and let them try to do something then." she said triumphantly. "now straighten up and give me your best smile and dont you let that smile fade until we leave you hear me? dont let them know they're affecting you" i internally rolled my eyes at her but did what she said . we slid into our seats just in time. and out of the corner of my eye i couldnt help but see Niall scowl at the fact that i didnt sit next to him. which made it a little bit easier for me to keep my smile in place. and Sam looked way to damn pleased with herself to not have notice too.
After church we said a few goodbyes making sure to stay far away from Niall and James. We all pile back into the car and head out for lunch. sam smiled at me from the mirror on the visor of the front seat. "church was good today" i laughed "yeah it was" she giggled. "im glad y'all enjoyed todays lesson" my mother added completely oblivious to what we were really talking about making us both laugh. "i dont get it whats so funny?" she said looking at us quickly. "its nothing" sam says shaking her head lightly. "oh really? is that how its gonna be? ok no lunch for you two joksters" she said "mom its nothing i think we're both just a little tired is all" sam nodded. "yeah yeah whatever" she said pulling into the parking lot.
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A/N: sorry its so short this is just a filler really the good stuff will start soon promise!!
