Bad At Love (Offenderman x Reader)

The Encounter

*Offenderman's POV*

It was midnight and I had just got done disposing a body of a woman that was in her late twenties. I watched her naked body burn in the dumpster fire I had made. Even though I have sex with many females, I still felt unsatisfied, empty, unloved, and depressed. I clenched my fist just by remembering my past. How I was bullied because of my appearance, How I wasn't accepted anywhere, How I was rejected by every girl I had a strong crush on. But they would push me away. My heart used to be strong as a toddler, a kid, and a teen. But the the last girl I asked out was pure evil.

*Flashback/ Offenderman is 17*

I was waiting in a secret rose garden I had made by a near by creek. I was waiting for (random/ name). I had a crush on her for a month but I couldn't hide my feelings anymore. I heard soft foot steps and there she was. (R/N) looked at me with a nervous and a weirded out expression.

"H-Hi (R/N). I need to tell you something. It's important to me but it might not be important to you." (R/N) rose a eyebrow at me and stayed silent.

"Go on then, whatever it is you want to tell me make it quick. Your wasting my time and I might be late for cheerleading practice." She scoffed as she crossed her arms and blew a bubble with her gum.

"I've wanting to ask you something for a while now and I finally have the courage. I-I... I love you (R/N)...I love you a lot and I was hoping you would accept my confession and let me have the pleasure to take you to prom tonight." I spoke slowly and nervously, I looked down at the ground waiting for her answer. Instead of a answer, I received a giggle. I looked up at (R/N) with a confused look.

"You want to date me?" (R/N) asked while pretending to wipe away a tear while laughing.

"Y-Yes, it took me a lot bravery to confess." I looked deep into her eyes. She just shook her head and let out a giggle.

"You really think I would date a eyeless freak like you? Please your not even in my league. Your just a lonely loser that everyone despises, if you "LOVE" me so much do me a favor and go end your existence from this world, Your not special anyways, even you parents have made it clear by leaving you and your ugly ass brothers." She laughed and started to walk away, that was the last straw. No one ever disrespects me or my brothers! I snapped and jumped onto (R/N). I had her pinned to the ground. She started to scream while she kicked and squirmed. The next thing I knew i was choking her with my bare hands.

"I BUILT SO MUCH COURAGE TO ASK YOU OUT! I MADE THIS ROSE GARDEN JUST FOR YOU! BUT INSTEAD ALL I GET BACK IS INSULTS AND DISRESPECT! YOU CAN DISRESPECT ME ALL YOU WANT BUT DON'T YOU EVER DISRESPECT MY BROTHERS!" I shouted in rage as kept my hands around her neck tightly, I grabbed the butter knife from the near by table that I set up for me and (R/N), before I stabbed her I snapped out of it and realized what I have done. I felt tears streaming down my cheeks as I cupped (R/N)'s face in my hands.

"(R-R/N)! Please wake up! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you! Please don't die!" I cried as I tried to shake her awake but nothing had seemed to work. I hugged her body to my chest and cried as slowly stroke her hair. I cried for what seemed like hours. How could I have killed someone, I would never hurt anyone! (R/N) started to move, I quickly looked at her, she looked back up at me and started to cry. I hugged her tightly as a cried as well.

"I-I'm so sorry (R/N)! I didn't mean to hurt you!" (R/N) pushed me away and started to run away.

"YOU MONSTER! I HATE YOU!" She cried with fear. The anger inside me struck through my bones as I teleported in front of her, she bummed into me and fell to the ground. I picked her up by the waist with my tongue, she started to scream and punch. With in a blink of a eye, I had devoured her whole. It felt like I had become a new person. And that was the moment I started to despise females.

*End of flashback*

I came back to reality after remembering my flashback. I started walking down the streets of downtown Sandpoint. God don't I love Sandpoint Idaho. It is one of the world's most beautiful and peaceful towns, there wasn't even a lot of people. As I made it to Sandpoint city beach, I stood at the shore and watched the water. It was peaceful but something caught my attention, I looked over to my left and saw a female figure walking away from my direction. I felt angry and started to undo my belt as I slowly started to follow her. The girl stopped under the street light and looked at me. I stopped and stared at her. I felt like time was frozen. The female was staring back at me with a soft gentle gaze. She looked so harmless and beautiful. Her (H/C) hair glowed in street light's light, her gentle (E/C) eyes glowed lightly in the reflection of the light. I couldn't move, my anger feeling was replaced with a fuzzy feeling.

"Can I help you?" She asked, her voice was so soft, innocent, gentle, and calming. I felt my face heat up. This feeling felt so familiar, it felt like I was going to relive the month where I fell in love with (R/N). The girl seemed patient, she slowly faced me fully and stared at me with those gentle eyes.

"S-Sorry, I thought you were someone else." I quickly lied, she blinked at me and smiled gently at me.

"Come into the light so I can see you." The girl instructed me gently.

"N-No, I can't. I'm sorry."

"Why not? Is it because your self-conscious or insecure? Because I can tell from the tone of your voice, that you have had a upsetting past." I stared at this mysterious girl in shock, how can she tell by the tone of my voice?

"I should get going." I mumbled as turned around and started to walk but the girl grabbed my hand. She pulled me into the light and she saw what I looked like. I didn't want to but I thought about killing her right on the spot, but she wasn't scared or disgusted. She just smiled at me gently again.

"I don't know why someone would be scared of a sweetheart like you." I felt my face heat up more. How isn't she scared of me? The eyeless freak? A pervert and rapist? She probably has never heard of creepypasta.

"May I ask what your name is?" The girl questioned. I hesitated and thought of a name.

"U-Um, It's Lee. Lee Jones." I quickly spoke. The girl smiled.

"My name is (Y/N). (Y/N) (L/N)." The girl returned. I felt like a cupid had just shot me in the heart with a arrow. What a perfect name for a beautiful girl. Wait what am I thinking? I despise females! Well... Maybe not this one, I guess I'll only let (Y/N) into my life, and if I catch feelings for her, there is no telling what could happen. What if I caught feelings for her and wanted to confess my love to her, would she react just like (R/N)? No don't be a idiot, no one could have the heart to love me in anyway.