Dionysus POV
"Dion" napamulat naman ako sa tumawag sakin
"What?" I replied and closed my eyes again
"Dion, I know you're not in the mood today but leaving the group is too much" Elena said as if she really meant it, you were backstabbing me early in the morning and now you're acting sad? this situation making me laugh, I should realized this sooner
I open my eyes once again and look at her
"I believed that I made the right decision elena, leaving tha group is a great idea and today is a great day for me. I felt like all my burden was been lift" I replied at her while smiling
"I don't understand you Dion, last night you are sending silly message-" I cut her off
"silly? you think having suicidal thoughts are just silly? do you think that wanting to die is silly elena?" I asked her as I stand in front of her
"Wha-? I don't really get you Dion! What's wrong with you?!" she angerily shout at me
"Elena I almost end my life last night and none of you guys even bother, I was hoping that maybe someone from the group will message me and help me but no one and you know what's more fun? You all think I am just over reacting about things, You all think I am a laughing stock for having suicidal thought" hindi makapaniwalang sabi ko sa kanya,
"Because you are! you're just over reacting on things! You are not depressed DION!"she shout even louder this time
"I am not over reacting Elena-"She cut me off
"THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE?! IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DIE WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE?!!" I was stunned by her replied
so does this mean, I have to die first in order for them to believed me? I have to be died first for them to understand me?
I made a loud laugh and I look at her with an impressed expression
"So my death will justify me? So me being dead means I am telling the truth?, I am really impressed Elena. Thankyou for making me realized that I did a great job leaving the group hahaha, bye" with that I left her, I heard her calling me but I continue to walk away.
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"Do you already talked to your parents about this Mr. Alfererio?" the dean asked me, while looking at me with a shock expression
"I am planning to Ms. but I just want to inform you ahead, that I am planning to shift course" I once again told her
"But you are the top student of Collage of Accountancy. All of your grades are high I don't see any problem with your studies, why do you decide to shift to journalism?" She asked me as she continue to look at my papers
" I just realized that I should do what I want not what others want Ms. I will be back tomorrow Ms. and I hope I can start attending Journalism classes." With that I left the Dean's office.
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"I'm home"
"Dion, we need to talk. I just received a call from your dean. She said your shifting course, what's happening to you Dion? If your father know about this, I am sure he will be angry. Talk to your dean tomorrow and told her that you will not be shifting course" My mom said, she was about to leave when I speak
"I will be shifting mom" I said and made her look at me
"What? Dion why are you being so hard?" She asked me, i know she's not going to be happy about this, they all are, but For the first time I want to follow my dream not theirs
" I never wanted to take accountancy, I always want to be journalist but in order for you all to be proud I follow what you all want but in the end I realized that I have to live a life that I want even if I fail I will never had regrets, Im sorry mom for being a disappointment again but just let me just once mom" I said to her and she just left with no replied
when she left I entered my room and lie down on my bed, I took a deep breath and smile
"Todays different, I was able to decide and to things for myself. From leaving the group to following my dreams. For the first time I am able to make myself proud"
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to be continued
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