Running free

I am going to move on. I HAVE TO. After our classes change, maybe my feelings will too. Maybe I will find new friends. Maybe I will date. But I'm going.
   Under the sea, where you chained me  and swam away with my heart, leaving me to suffocate. All those fishy thoughts swimming leaving me more and more desperate to swim back to you. It was never chained. The chain was made of thoughts, my thoughts. Our picture together was art made by my mind. A picture of great beauty and delicacy, but just as poisonous.
   I will piece myself like glass. Thats who I am now. It will never be crackless but those cracks will remind me of you. And that burning hurt will remind me to never run around you like a loyal soldier. But you are the king, the same who pushes me to war to perish. To protect you from myself. No. To protect myself from you. The glass is my heart but it will be of a diamond. Shining bright

Until thoughts disguised as winds blow it away

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