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Seventeen

After our dinner turned porn, Hobi and I came back to the hotel where everyone else was and we slept. He didn't make it to his room, he just stripped and curled up in bed behind me. I stripped too, both of us choosing to lay naked together in bed. There was something about the skin on skin contact that made me feel at peace, made me feel... so good, it was really hard to explain. The next show went over smoothly. It was pretty clear that the others knew what happened between Hoseok and I, but there was no jealousy nothing of the sort from the others. I was kind of glad for that. The last thing I needed was seven soulmates being angry at each other or six of them angry at one. Even worse if all seven are angry with me.... It was easier to be in a room with all seven of them now, but I didn't stay backstage while they had their last performance in Paris. I waited, part of me not wanting to overwhelm myself, and another part of me being a little nervous. The only good thing was that the neediness I had before was gone, for now. Now that I had accepted them... I really didn't know what else to do, but make a phone call once we got to the hotel of our next destination. "I was wondering when I'd hear from you again, how are things going?" Ron asked."Well... I think they're going well." "Good. So, what can I help you with?" He asked."Well, you said once I accepted them.. that I could call to figure out what's next... I.. I don't know what to do now." I admitted."I would recommend talking to them, letting them know you need to complete the bond. The sooner the better. Things will only be more difficult if you wait. It's unfortunate for those like us, but we must consider our health first, and our soulmates must consider it too. At least for the beginning, this won't last forever, from what we know... after a completed bond is established, we live happily ever after. Like everyone else with successful bonds. You'll be fine little sister." He spoke with concern and yet warmth. I smiled at him calling me little sister. "I'm grateful for your help. Many thanks, and.. I will do my best to be as open with my soulmates as I can. Thank you again for the help." I replied."There's no need. Just be well, and communication is key, as with any relationship. Call me if you need anything." He said in response. We said our goodbyes, I knew I'd have to talk to all seven of them.... At least this time it would be easier, without being overwhelmed, I should be perfectly fine.I was not fine...I was all levels of not fine as the Seven gathered into one hotel room- My room. All seven had different expressions. Some watched me with caution, like I was going to fall over and faint right then and there. Those soulmates being Jin, Taehyung, and Hoseok. Then there were the ones looking from me to Hoseok, knowing and wearing slight jealousy on their faces... this was mostly Jimin and Jungkook, though Yoongi did look at Hoseok a little displeased. Mostly, Yoongi and Namjoon looked at me with curiosity in their eyes. To that, I was relieved... mostly. Everything was fine till Tae spoke up. "So..." He said looking between Hoseok and myself. "You two had sex, right? Or am I sensing something else?" He asked. I guess thinking of it, or believing it's true in ones head is a lot more safe than if it gets spoken out loud. As evident by Jimin and Jungkook's hurt expressions when Hoseok and I both sheepishly nodded. "So, It's true..." Jimin muttered. "Yes... but..." Hoseok wanted to say something comforting, it was there in his eyes but then it was like his own feelings caught up with him. "We're all her soulmates, we have to complete the bond with her. I'm sorry if you're upset with me Jimin but it was between her and I only." He said, trying not to sound harsh, though his tone was slightly off. Like he was a bit upset at Jimin being upset. I might not have been overwhelmed but emotions were everywhere, and I was nervous that these two would start to argue more. "Listen, I'm sorry I didn't meet with everyone and discuss how to go about the next step... but Hoseok and I were in the moment.. and it happened. I don't regret it, and I'm sorry for those who feel hurt..." I started to say before Namjoon stood. "No one here is hurt, Katsi. Jimin, your jealous feelings are misplaced. I'll warn you now not to take your emotions out on others. Jungkook, same for you. Katsi, having sex with your soulmates is expected. I believe that's why you wanted us to meet here with you?" He asked, after getting Jimin to cool down, and Jungkook to stop glaring at Hoseok. "Well yes... the next step is obviously... completing the bond we have to, we have to be intimate. I don't want to set a schedule though... it seems silly to do something like that. I kind of just want it to happen naturally. Which means it might take some time. But... I think that's how I want to do this." I voiced my opinion. Namjoon nodded. "I think that's more than reasonable. Do we agree?" He asked, looking around at the others. "I agree." Jin said with a nod. The others nodding and muttering their agreement after him. "Good... I think that's... that's one thing off my mind." I sighed in relief that even with the rough start, it went well. Over the next few weeks, not much happened- We were nearly done with the tour, and since my bond with the guys hadn't been completed, there was concern over what was going to happen. I had thought I'd go back home.. but that would be risky. What was even worse was the neediness was back, it started out minimal a week ago, but the last two days it had me miss two shows in Thailand. We were in Japan now... two shows here, and then it was back to South Korea for the last two shows.And I still had no idea what was going to be happening."You wanted to talk?" Jigaemae asked as he sat down with me in the cafe located in the hotel we'd recently arrived at. "Yeah.... It's not busy here so I figured this might be okay? I was feeling a little claustrophobic, being cooped up in hotel rooms is not something I think I'll ever be used to." I admitted to him. "Yeah, it does take some time. Even the guys are not fully used to it, which is why they tend to sneak out. More often then I'd like, that's for sure. How Sejin did it... I will never know but it makes me admire him even more." He chuckled as he spoke of the guy's old manager who got a promotion in recent years and was now in charge of all management within the company."So, what is it you wanted to talk about?" He asked."I wanted to know... what's going to happen? I mean after here in Japan, it's back to SK right? And the guys will go back to their apartments.. or dorm and... well I guess I'm just not sure where I fit in..." I spoke, more nervously than I thought I was."Katsi, I thought you talked with the guys about this already? You're moving into the dorm with them. Till more suited housing established. Which, is being worked on." He replied. "No I... haven't talked to them about it." I admitted, I felt dumb for not thinking maybe I should talk to them about it... but they were busy, very busy. "Well, I think you should. We will support whatever it is everyone wishes to do, but understand our priority is the seven of them. If you choose to leave that, put yourself at risk, we can no longer have these talks, unless the guys want it that way. As long as you stay, and be their soulmate, we will consider you family and an extension of the guys." He explained, not really sugar coating it. I liked the honesty, even if it was a little hurtful. "I will talk to them... will there be time to gather after the show?" I asked him since Jigaemae was always on top of the scheduling. "Let me look." He unlocked his phone, tapped around and then scrolled some. "Ah, yes. The guys wanted dinner with you after the show, and the private party room in the restaurant downstairs has been booked for them, and you." He stated with a smile."Thanks." I replied. I was glad I'd finally be able to sit down with all of them, my soulmates and finally decide what was going to happen now... I can't say I wasn't a bit scare, but hey.... at least it's not like I was facing the Deer Lady.