Gracie Roberts is a 15 year old girl that will soon be turning 16. She found out shes pregnant two weeks before her sweet 16 by the time she realized she was already 4 months. She was a top A student and was on her way to getting the scholarship to...
This Sunday is my birthday and ill be turning 16. I'm now 6 months pregnant. Nate and his crazy ass is still in jail but there letting him out in a few hours and i'm scared that he will come here straight after hes out. I'm in my room doing my homework when mom walks in and sets on my bed. I turn in my spinning chair and I look at her. She opened her mouth and then it closed," Mom what do you need?" she look liked at me and said,"Honey, Are you sure you got this all by yourself. I nodded,"Mom, I'm young but i got this" she just nodded.
I walked down stairs and looked around the kitchen to find food. Once I found something to eat, I looked at my phone,its 9:30 am and I haven't heard from Cassie so I called her and she picked up at the second ring I put up my phone so she could see me and I heard a knock on the door and i walked over and opened it.
There he was Nate. I look at him and said,"what?" he looked at me and said," I hope you and that baby die." My heart stopped and i fell to the floor crying and I heard Cassie yelling," ILL BE THERE SOON!!!" and her hang up. The next thing i know is shes here holding me as I sob. My tears became too much and every second i cried i became more tired. She pulled my pregnant ass off the floor and put me on the couch and i passed out from exhaustion.
I woke up to her and my other friends surrounding me. I looked at all of them like they were crazy and all of them at once yelled,"are you ok?!!" All i could do was nod I looked at my guy best friend the one that i wanted from the beginning. He smiled he was in love with his gf Daisy and always would be so i acted like i didn't like. I would not ruin a good thing for him just because i loved him more than he loved me that wouldn't be right. I let him be happy and that's what he was, when he was around her he was smiling and when someone was talking about her or he was talking about her he would smile. That's the only reason i didn't tell him how i felt.
So once I fell head over heels in love with Nate,I pushed those feelings to the side and I finally found a way to be happy without him. Every time I looked at Nate the only face i could see was his and that face would be the one and only Dylan Holster aka the men of my dreams,the only and only best friend since grade school. All the girls picked up on that i liked him the moment he walked in to our 1st grade class, that's the day i know I found my "person". That's the day i made the oath to be friends with him tell the day I died. If that was the only way to have him so be it
Once the girls seen that i found someone that wasn't Dylan to make me happy, they were happy for me because i remember the day he told me he found a girl that made him happy. The day feels like yesterday. He walked in to my house with a smile on his face. He walked over and hugged me and was like i have a gf now and she makes me so happy. I put on a brave face and just smiled for him but once he left i cried for hours and didn't leave my room for days. The girls tried so many ways to help me but they couldn't. All they could do was let me cry in their arms and make me feel like i was ok but once i was on my feet again I acted like nothing was happening and i didn't have a crush on him.
Even though it was hard to do i let him go or so i thought. I couldn't help myself anymore. I found my way out of my head as the girls were talking to me and I just looked at them like they were crazy,"I get your feeling overwhelmed but i could use a drink" as i want to get up he walked in with a glass of water and handed it to me. In that moment i look up and there were those bright green eyes i loved like crazy,the eyes that made me feel safe, and the eyes that have always made me fill at home. He may have a gf but I could...as i was about to think of something i shouldn't Eve my other friend walked in with food and we all sat down and talked. I looked over at him and every time i did i would see him looking at me.
I wonder why he keeps looking over here at me like he could kiss me tell i fall over dead or was it just me? I could see the wheels in his head moving and i could fill the ones in my head moving and questioning every reason i have made on this plant but mostly me questioning why i made the stupid mistakes. What mistakes did i make to end up here? in this moment with these people? Who know i would become a mom so soon? Maybe life is doing this to me because i have made so many mistakes? or maybe because i couldn't do whats right and have told him what i was feel but if i did i would not have end up here in this moment with these amazing people.......
Dylan Holster:
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