Belonging, a queer y/n x Peter parker fan fiction

~Chapter 6~

(Authors note: SUPRISES BITCHES  I should be asleep but lage night outing is my thing and I keep fucking forgetting to post this Chapter I've had this written for a whiiiiile now but I didn't feel good about its ending so I am kinda continuing it in the next part its hard explain but yeah I have a few ideas and less writers block so I writing a Chapter tonight that will be posted God knows when but enjoyyyy and thank you for any bit of support you give this book means a lot to me so thank you now read sorry if any Grammer or anything is bad I don't wanan reread this for the like 1000th time to check I just wanna get this out of my notes app and into the brains of you lobely people at hoke now imma stop rambling so you can read this meh okay new Chapter haha (idk I am critical of all my creative stuff and I really liked the last chapter that was written after this so sorry if the continuity is fucked up now I'm actually gonna drop I swear))

Wake up go to school go to sleep, wake up go to school go to sleep, wake up go to school go to sleep , wa- I think you get the idea it's a cycle with a few moments breaking it up and familiarity isn't always a bad thing I mean why do you think I sit in the same spot for class same pencil same lunch meal until i get sick of it and same people who I will never get sick of ,

I've always hated change but sometimes I crave it , I hate cycles but I am terrified of breaking them but I guess adding things help, changing the topic helps, but I wouldn't wanna change the people I'm around unless it was some of my teachers or flash or even my parents sometimes I would gladly have them swapped.

Today was a new day and I guess sometimes if it is a new day depends on how you feel but today was gonna be a good day you felt it you had plans with Peter to study at his place and get his help for all the things that came along with being in Academic decathalon team the and you just hoped he wouldn't cancel on you again because this was something new to you ,

you weren't dumb but you had some weaknesses when it came to academics let's just say you definitely weren't a ravenclaw more like a hufflepuff or a Slytherin honestly you needed to retake that quiz since last time you were like 12 and had a lot more hope for the world then but getting back on topic you had talked to the captain a really nice girl named Sally Arivil who we was very willing to try and work out my strengths for the team you could really tell she cared about the team,

we worked out I would be a sub for most of the time unless it came to social issues , history and or anything to do with random plant, animal, and space facts which I have was more then happy to do since I would hate to being the ream down with my lack of knowledge and hate for anything math,

the one thing I absolutely hated was the fact that Flash Thomas was on the team, honestly who let this dimwitted ass on the team he barely knew anything about well anything and was terrible misinformed in the subjects he thought he knew so well but oh god did I live the look on his face when I would get the answer right in are weekly jeapordy like quizzing to get us prepared for either a match against a local school of something bigger like when they went to D.C. and what was even better then the dismayed look on flash's face was the silent snickers, smirks, and thumbs up of encouragement I got from Peter it was really nice having someone be proud of you especially someone as brilliant as Pete it made you feel all warm and fuzzy inside a feeling you couldn't quite put your finger on...

but no matter all and all you were quite enjoying the club honesty more then you were expecting and the fact it actually helped with homework I guess being around geniuses rubs off.

Your mind had been wandering but you were snapped back to reality by Peter waving his hand in front of your face , you jumped out of your daze your eyes looking up at Peter then down at the notes covered in doodles, you had been trying to get some homework done while the team worked on some things that you weren't included in as a sub your first match was coming up and you were kinda nervous even tho you would just be sitting there silently support the team, well besides flash but you would hide your enjoyment when he missed an easy question since it meant bad for your team ,

"hey? You there? Y/n? " Peter called to you as your mind started wandering again

" oh shit sorry I dazed off again " you chuckle and quickly pack up your stuff then up and follow Peter and mj out the door not before giving Sally a small wave and smile goodbye she always stayed late cleaning after, sometimes you would stay and help when you knew Peter was gonna be too busy to walk you home much to the dismay who insisted as a new member you shouldn't have to do these things but you were stubborn and no one could resist your insisting offers to help it was just who you were a pain in the ass when it came to wanting to help people.

You walked down the almost empty halls besides a few other people who also chose to stay in this hell of a place longer to do some sort of extra thing. You quickly got what you needed from your locker and put back what you didn't then met up with mj and Peter by your side as you all three walked home,

the conversation was mundane as you barely payed attention to the talk of a project due in there shared math class until mj left with a wave and it was just you and Peter.

you walked in silence not awkward but comfortable just the noise of your shoes and the noisy streets of new York filling your ears,

"so are we gonna be able to work on homework or" you questioned looking at the brown haired boy

"oh don't worry I won't distract you too much so we can get it done" he chuckled ,

"oh I just meant with the whole internship if you would have to you know cancel " you said in an intentionally cold tone since this was so normal to you,

realization hit Peter and he looked at you a sorry expression took hold of his features you suddenly regretted your tone

"oh no yeah " he stayed quiet looking at his shoes "I'm really sorry you know I hate ditching you "

you shrug " hey duty calls and to be fair I would totally ditch you for Tony stark any day " you lightly punch his shoulder he laughs his dimples showing and a glimmer from the sun that would set in a few hours hitting his eyes

" glad you get it " he said between chuckles

you both made your way to his house talking about some random show you both had started and promised not to watch another episode unless the other would as well, you walked into his apartment which was like your second home almost ,

the warmth and homey smell and feel of peters home hitting you as you set your bag by the couch and started pulling out your books as Peter grabbed you both a snack inisiting saying the grumbling of are stomachs would be too distracting.

A few hours later and homework long forgotten as you both talked and laughed about the most random things and soon may came home and gave both you and Peter a hug asking about both you days and insisting that you stayed for dinner much to your protest and excuses of your parents not wanting you you to late which wasn't a lie but your parents had said as long as you were back before 8:30 they didn't mind, so there you were at the table eating Chinese take out that may had ordered after her failed attempted at a casserole that was somehow burnt at the bottom but also raw in the middle, you were all there laughing about some random thing and here you felt more homey then you did back at your dinner table but you ignored those thoughts as you simple enjoyed being around the people who care about you, one even more then he would admit.

(Sorry the huge ramble at the start I just let my fingers write what my brain says and I'm all over the place but oh todays Chapter was 1539 words yaaay )