Finally, It Was You: My First And Last

12. You know I want you, It's not a secret I try to hide, But I can't have you

Ayha's POV

*sigh* im tired
I want to sleep more
And I miss him🙁

Almost one week na hindi kami nagkikita, I want to hug and cuddle with him. I know that he is busy and im busy to so no time.

Ah💡
I will visit him
Tapos na naman yung sched ko
Its 11am maglalunch na.
I will bring him a lunch.

3rd Person POV

Ayha decided to visit Jae since hindi sila nagkikita, dinalhan niya ito ng lunch para sabay silang kumain.

Dumating na si Ayha sa site kung saan nagtatrabaho si Jae. Its a nice building designed by Mr. Jae Bermudez

Ayha: uhm hello po, can I ask kung kilala nyo po si Mr. Bermudez? The architect of this building?
Carpenter: ah si sir po, ka ano-ano po kayo?
Ayha: Im his girlfriend, Ayha Madrigal
Carpenter: ah ok po, nandon po sya sa resting area.
Ayha: thank you..

Pumunta si Ayha sa resting area, pero wala ng tao dun. Nandon yung gamit ni Jae pero wala sya. Its already 12pm.

Naglakad lakad si Ayha sa gilid ng site baka nandon si Jae nagi-inspection.

She message Jae to come to her house for dinner, kasi yung plan nya ng lunch di natuloy.

Ayha's POV

Ayha's house

Ok this is the time

Ok Im eating alone Again!
He said he gonna be late!

And remembered what I have done.
I started crying
What the heck!?
This is what I want!
Its my decision!
Ok!

3rd Person POV

After an hour crying Ayha fell asleep.
Its already 8pm when she wakes up.

Theres a ring on her door.
And open it.
Revealing Jae

He hugged Ayha and she hugged him back.

Jae: I miss you so much.
Ayha: miss you too
Jae: kakagising mo lang? Pati bakit namamaga yang mga mata mo?
Ayha: Its because of the kdrama.
Jae: sigh*.

They sit in the couch beside each other..

Ayha: your late.
Jae: sorry hihi
Ayha: ok.
Jae: why are you so cold to me(nagging)
Ayha: no, im just tired.
Jae: then lets sleep.
Ayha: kakagising ko lang diba?
Jae: ow sorry I forgot hehe
Ayha: manonood muna ako ng kdrama, and you go to sleep.
Jae: no gadgets allowed tonight, Ayha your eyes is so puffy and reddish. You think I will allow you to watch again and cry?!.
Ayha: I dont care.

Ayha still using her phone and not listening to Jae.
Jae is so pissed right now. So......

Jae: Ayha!
Ayha: What?
Jae: stop using your phone. Its too much.

Ayha ignore him

Jae grab her phone and put it into his pocket.

Ayha: YAH!
Jae: I told you to stop.
Ayha: Give me my phone back!
Jae: are you on period? Huh?
Ayha: no. Give it.
Jae: your eyes is so dry, so stop ok.
Ayha: Im tired of crying, so im not going to cry anymore.
Jae: Ayha, its not because of drama right?
Is there something wrong?
Ayha: its because of drama ok.
Jae: what it is? Tell me?
Ayha: I want this to end.
Jae: huh?.
Ayha: im breaking up with you.
Jae: what why?.
Ayha: Im tired.
Jae: What was the reason?
Ayha: I dont love you anymore.
Jae: Ayha what the hell?.
Ayha: Why?
Jae: I just want to know the fucking truth!
Why are you breaking up with me?!
Ayha: I said I dont love you!
Jae: Is it because of her? Tell me?
Ayha: Jae!
Jae: Ayha! Kung dahil sa kanya walang kwenta yang break up na pinagsasabi mo.
Ayha: she needs you more than me!
Jae: I dont care.
Ayha: She has a Luekemia.
Jae: L-luekemia?
Ayha: she needs you.

Ayha lead her to the door, she doesnt want to see him anymore.

Ayha's POV

Its time to let him go
I sacrifice my own happiness even if its hurt.

Flashback

Hospital......

Ayha is busy on her paper works, when suddenly the girl pop out of nowhere.

Anne: Hey Ms. Lhane Ayha Madrigal.
Ayha: Yes, who it i--
Oh Hello Ms. Anne Mariela Casiño.
Anne: You seems not happy to see me?
Ayha: Oh soRRy, Im just tired.
Anne: im going tell you why I am here.
Ayha: oh I see, and then spill it.
Anne: I diagnosed Luekemia.
Ayha: Are you ok? What can I do?.(worry eyes)
Anne: Can Jae be with me till my last breath.
Ayha:.........
Anne: Please Ayha, that is my only wish.
Ayha: Anne I--
Anne: Please mamatay na din naman ako.
Ayha: I dont know Anne.
Anne: I beg you, I just want to feel him that he cared for me.
Ayha: I cant, I will tell to Jae and--.
Anne: Ayha please, hindi sya papayag kasi gawa mo. Pag sinabi mo sa kanya yon na payag kana meron pa akong pag asa.

Ayha think for a minutes. Naaawa sya kasi...

After minutes......

Anne: what is your decision?
Ayha: o--ok, If thats your request.
Anne: thank you(teary eyes)
Ayha: 😊.

End of flashback

(Crying)
Youre so stupid Ayha
Its your lost.
You piece of shit.

Chloe my loves calling.....

Ayha: h-hi
Chloe: are you ok?
Ayha: y-yeah im ok, im just tired.
Chloe: no need to lie Ayha, I know it already.
Ayha: sorry Chloe(sobbing)
Chloe: He already told me, and its ok. You want me to come?
Ayha: n-no, you are busy.
Chloe: no im not, my shift is already ended.
Ayha: o-ok.

Hung up...

3rd Person POV

Chloe went to Ayha's house.

Chloe: Ayha(hugged her)

Ayha start crying...

Chloe: its ok...... shhhh..shh

Ayha: sorry.....
Chloe: no need to be sorry, Ayha its ok.
Ayha: im sorry... (crying)

After an hour

Nakatulog si Ayha sa kakaiyak
Hinayaan sya ni Chloe na makatulog ng mahimbing

Yohan💝 is calling

Chloe: yeah?
Yohan: are you still in the hospital?
Chloe: no, im here at Ayha's house.
Yohan: ow, wait what happened?
Chloe: they broke up.
Yohan: That bastard.
Chloe: Yah calm down, Ayha is the one who end it. Ok.
Yohan: what? Why?
Chloe: I dont know, she doesnt want to tell me.
Yohan: Im going there, ok.
Chloe: ok, have a safe drive bye.
Yohan: Bye! I love you.
Chloe:(blushed) love you too.

Hung up....

Next morning.......

Ayha wake up like nothing happened.
Chloe and Yohan is still there.

Chloe: Morning Ayha Nuni!
Ayha: Morning.
Yohan: Good Morning Ayha!!
Ayha: oh shit, you scared me!
Yohan: oh sorry hehe
Ayha: why are you here Yohan Jail?
Yohan: because Chloe came here.
(Chloe glared him)
Ayha: wow, buntot kana? Ako yung kaibigan ah!
Yohan: ouch, im not her friend.
Ayha: kidding.... lets eat.

They eat breakfast, after that Chloe need to leave because she has an appointment today, she wants to stay with Ayha but Ayha said she need to do that. Its ok for her na magisa.

Ayha: Go on Chloe, you will be late.
Chloe: I want to stay with you.
Ayha: no, im ok.
Chloe: promise??
Ayha: Yes, besides im meeting a patient in the afternoon.
Chloe: ok, see you after lunch?
Ayha: ok.
Chloe: bye(hugged)
Ayha: bye.

AEA.R

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Oks lang yan.
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