Haha. She's my friend now. But I want to be her top 1. I want to be her favourite. What is this kind of feeling though? This feels so selfish. It's like I don't want to share her with anyone. As a friend.
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As a friend, right?
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No way. What if Nana finds out?
(Context: Nana is my toxic ex-girlfriend !! She groomed me but I was still young so I blindly loved her and stayed in a relationship with her for a year. After I found out she was grooming me I ghosted and blocked her after. )
Talking about Nana I should break up with her soon. She's not talking to me a lot but she keeps playing with her "friends". Evarynne is a lot more better than her I can guarantee.
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Wait.
Why am I talking as if Evarynne is gay and wants to be with me too?
Dawg. I'm so dumb.
Ding! You have a notification!
Evarynne?
(itsevarynne_1117 posted a story.)
"playing roblox with @/sheepy !"
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I'm kinda jealous. I should ask her for her roblox username.
" Hey Evarynne! Let's exchange roblox username and play together :D "
" :O You play roblox too? "
" Yup hehe "
" Okie my username is vavauwu1117 "
" Mine is BananaMilkWithKookie :D "
Mission complete. XD.
June 17 2020. 11:31 p.m.
It was fun playing with her. Sad that she needs to sleep now.
Ding.
Who will it be? Might be Evarynne.
(itsevarynne_1117 sent you a message.)
A smile on my face.
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Why am I smiling?
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Whatever. Reply the message first.
" It was fun playing with you :3 Goodnight Rene! "
" I had fun too! Goodnight Evarynne. "
" Oh yeah you can call me Eva from now on. "
Yay. I'm considered as a close friend now. I get to call her with her nickname.
It's honestly so dumb that I get happy with small things if it's about her.
The problem is I feel like want her to be all mine though. But am I supposed to think like that?
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I'm so selfish.
It's best to not tell her my feelings for now. Our friendship is steady. I don't want to ruin anything again. I hope we can be more than friends one day. Soon. Maybe.
!!! Timeskip. ╰(*'︶'*)╯!!!
20 November 2020.
" YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CAUSED TROUBLES FOR EVERYONE AND YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD BLAME FOR THIS "
YOU ARE READING
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