Summary: Y/n feels like they're not enough and puts on a fake smile for the Sohmas, Kyo notices and helps them out.
TW// depression, cussing !Spoilers!!
Genre: angst, fluff
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I sometimes wonder, why am I even here?
What's the point of being here when, I'm not really doing anything?
I'm just a burden.
It's hard putting on a fake smile all the time. Some days, I just can't bare it. But I know I have to, for them. For him.
"You're spacing out again." A voice pulled me out of my dark thoughts.
"Oh I'm sorry, did you say something Kyo?" I smiled as looked over at the orange boy.
Put on a smile, for him. If it makes him happy then I'll do it, even if it's fake; I'll believe it's real for him.
"I asked what are you going to make for dinner?" Kyo stated with his usual bored tone.
"Hm I'm not sure, I heard Momiji, Haru, Kisa and Hiro are all coming over to watch a movie, what do you think everyone will like?"
Kyo shrugged, clearly not wanting everyone over and said anything would work.
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"Y/n!! I've missed you so much!" Momiji exclaimed as he kissed my cheek with a big grin on his face, Kisa and Hiro by my side as Kisa held my arm.
We all ate before we decided to watch a movie, the movie was slightly sad when it was supposed to be a good action movie, or maybe it was because I felt like I was relating to the main character a little too much.
I felt like crying, but I couldn't. Not when everyone is here having a good time.
I wonder if anyone really likes me? Are they all pretending to like me? Did they secretly found out about my past and are pitying me? Are they using me? Or maybe because I know their secret and they feel obligated to keep me around because they don't trust me.
I hate feeling like this, I'm so sick and tired of it. It's so exhausting and suffocating. Please... I don't want to be here. I do because I love hanging out with everyone but I don't want to be here feeling like this, I can't keep going on.
