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excuse me?

shut the fuck up!! you have to be FUCKING kidding m-

i hear my older sister maddy yell from across the hallway waking me up.

"what. the. fuck! she's such a fucking cunt, i told her 5 fucking times already to pipe the fuck down. She obviously doesn't fucking listen!"

she yells clapping her hands together after every word.

"what the fuck maddy?" i moan loud enough so she can hear. she obviously hears me but just ignores me like the BITCH she is.

i rub my eyes and sit up in my bed looking around so i can focus my eyes.

i get off my bed and walk to my closet looking around to see what i can wear, i find a cute white dress and my sisters shoes i stole a while ago.

what the outfit looks like:

if you don't like it you can OBVIOUSLY change it, I'm just being extra because.. yk it's euphoria?

i get dressed and spray my favorite perfume on me while taking a glance at my phone making sure i'm not running late, "its 8:20 i have enough time to do my makeup" i think to myself.

you sit on your vanity taking your makeup bag out of your drawer, you take your white eyeliner out and start your makeup.

(like i said ^ you don't have to have this.)

i finish doing doing my makeup and straighten my hair out a little so it's not a mess-

BANG BANG

"hurry the fuck up y/n nate's outside waiting!"

" okay maddy hold on damn." i said in a pissed tone, i put all of my makeup stuff away while grabbing my backpack and heading out the door.

i walk outside to see maddy already in nate's car waiting for me, honestly i don't really have a problem with nate! he's really nice to me but i sometimes get this weird.. like vibe from him?

i walk across the street and open the backseats door throwing my backpack in there then sitting down.

"hey y/n , what's up?" nate says to me looking through the mirror starting the car

"i've been chilling really." i said leaning my head on the window.

"cool, cool." nate says

a few minutes go by and the car ride is pretty boring as always, nate and maddy flirting , no music and just me.. like sitting there. 

"shit! nate can you stop here real quick?" maddy says while sitting up quickly, nate drives into a delly and glares at maddy.

"fuck maddy, you know how i fucking feel about you going in there."

she rolls her eyes and looks back at me "you coming?" i nod my head to avoid any awkward silence or conversations with nate.

i open the car door and hop out following maddy, i look behind me only to see nate glaring at us thro his car window.. fucking creep.

i walk inside the delly and see some big headed tall guy smoking a blunt, "yo what's good maddy?" he says while hugging her.

"heyyy fezcoooo!" she says while hugging him back, he pulls away from the hug and looks at me "yo who's the lookalike?" he says while look back down at maddy.

"she's my little sister y/n" maddy says while rapping her arm around my neck, goddamn maddy has a hard ass grip.

"yo what's good y/n" he says while putting his fist out so i can pound it, "just chillin" i say while pounding it.

he looks back up at maddy "aye so you came for the shit right?" she nods "what else would i be here for?"

all of a sudden i see a shorter but taller the me kid holding a bag of.. um, drugs? i don't fucking care.

he walks over taking a glance at me but looks back at fezco " yo fezco here man." he says while handing the bag to fezco.

i look him up and down, damn he has good taste in clothes. " fuck is you looking at?"  he says to me white a "the fuck?" face, nevermind.

"who the fuck are you talking to like that?" i say looking him dead in the eye, he laughs a little then steps a little closer "obviously you, i don't see anyone else around?"

i was about to stand my ground untill maddy pulled me away "chill the hell out y/n fuck!"she says annoyed. i scuff and push maddy off of me "screw off mads." i say walking to the car leaving maddy pissed as fuck.

the short boy just grabs his backpack and starts walking out the delly ignoring everyone.

i open the car door and see the short boy glaring at me while i get into the car, i roll my eyes and shut the door leaving nate confused.

"where's maddy y/n."