𝙎𝘼𝙑𝙀 𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝙎𝙄𝙎𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙎. - 𝙏𝙍

「chapter one」

TAKEMICHIS POV:
"26 year old hinata tachibana and 26 year old y/n hanagaki have sadly passed away at the...."

"..y/n.... w-what... not my... sister." the tv played in the background as my thoughts overwhelmed my mind. "hinata.... tachibana... my only girlfriend." i repeated their names as tears streamed out of my eyes.

"i have work in a couple hours i better suck it up." i said and wiped my tears. "takemichi hanagaki... such a pitiful person." i say to myself getting ready and heading on the train.

same thing everyday. head to work, getting into trouble, and getting back home. someone save me from this hell.

i walk in and did my shift at work and walked out. those kids were back and landed me in trouble, again. "sorry." i apologies like always and walk to the train station. everything was going like usual until.

"AH!" i yelled as my body hit the cold train tracks. there i sat up as a train was about to hit me. nothing was in my mind except for y/n and hinata. i loved them both. of course i loved y/n. she was my sister after all.

right there and then. the light flashed before my eyes.

"takemichi, cmon man are you coming or not?" i hear a familiar voice and i am suddenly in a train. "oh yeah! i'm coming!" i said and got off the train to follow them. "take-san!" instantly i could hear y/ns voice. "hey.." i said as tears took over my vision. "take-san?... are you crying?! why the hell are you crying for!?" she said and slapped my back. "let's go! oh? are you with your friends? here. you can hangout with them i'll be at hinas!" that's right. you and hina we're friends from elementary. "bye take-san!" y/n happily walked away and i went off with my friends.

Y/NS POV
i walked away and instantly headed straight for hinas house.

me and takemichi looked and were completely different but that didn't change anything about our relationship. we had a good brother and sister bond, but i simply have more brain and common sense. it's been like that ever since we were younger, i was always top of the class while take-san was always... how you say... behind.

i always helped him when he asked because. he was the only family i had left. i was adopted by his parents and ever since that day i've never minded to help him out, since his family was kind enough to help me out... i'll help him out. although i do miss some of my friends there and i do wish to see them again. i guess you could say that my past was traumatic but. that was only because my parents were killed right before my eyes, i always blamed myself for their death because if i hadn't begged them to go to the fair.. maybe they'd still be alive. i carry that burden till this very day. i don't ever let people to close to my heart except for takemichi and hinata.

"hello y/n." naoto said seeing me stand right i front of the door. "hello! where is hina?" i asked smiling. "she's in her room.. i think she's studying right now.." he said letting me in. "thanks naoto, here. take this." i said and handed him a chocolate. "thanks y/n!" he said and ran off back to whatever he was doing. "hinata~ i'm coming in!~" i sung slightly and walked into her room.

she in fact was studying, she had this big test tomorrow and we'd usually have study hangouts. "hey y/n!" hina said as we hugged then got straight to studying. "so y/n, why are you here?" she asked in a polite manner. "take-san is going out with his friends and you know... i don't like staying home alone." i said while continuing to write. "you can take your coat off. i'm pretty sure no one will walk in." hina said and looked at me, it was pretty hot in there and i was really hot in there. "hm.. okay.." i said reluctantly taking my coat off, my arms were able to breath.  "looks like they've gotten better." hina said looking at my arms then back at her paper.

tw//mention of self harm.

i had scars due to myself. i used self harm as a way to feel a bit better... since i feel that my parents death was my fault i punished myself with it. i didn't know what else to do and when i first did it i was only 6. he was the first person to find out, and it seemed to completely brake him.

"you think?" i said looking at my arms. "yeah! even so. you should let them breath once in a while, you know?" hina said with a reassuring smile. hina was the first person to make me feel okay about what i did, she was the first person to help me stop the habit. "let's get back to work!" i said and we continued to work for hours, and occasionally took brakes to go to the bathroom or eat or something like that.

*ding!... dong!...* the door bell rung and we went to go check. "takemichi?.." hina said and i emerged from behind her. "take-san! who did this!? i swear i will make them pay!" i yelled angrily while observing his face. "UWAHHH!" takemichi started crying when he seen the both of us taking a look at his face. "what's wrong? did that hurt? who did it? i'll make sure they'll pay." i said and there he stared crying even harder. "stop crying! did it hurt?!" i said touching the place i touched when he started crying. "no.. it's nothing..." he said

we carried on with the day. saying goodbye bye to hina and naoto and going home. "good night take-san." i said yawning. "night." he said and i closed his door and walked into my room.

laying in my bed i stared at the ceiling, thoughts running through my mind. "this is odd... takemichi isn't like this.. it's like, he's grown? he's usually always on his toes, talking back and being very rude. like today he hasn't said anything bad about my food! that makes me glad, maybe he like it!" thinking about his behavior gave me something to think about and i fell asleep as the time flew by.

UNEDITED

A/N: so uh... im changing my writing style and i hope you like it😁