Lost without you (friends to lovers )

Chapter 2 - care

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Adams pov

After 3 hours of my train journey had passed, I decided to take a break from doing my lessons and I headed through the train to café carriage. I ordered a black coffee and a hot cross bun. I sat watching all the couples being deep in love and a wave of jealousy hit over me. Not being in a relationship does affect me as I don't have someone to lean on when time are rough like now. I know that I am into girls but there has always been something in me that is like boys are kind of hot but would I ever date one that is the thing. I have had a few girlfriends in the past and I have been deep in love before but I always seem to fuck them up by saying stupid things. My most recent girlfriend is now dating my I guess now ex mate and she then went on to have a kid with him. Yep. My ex is Ashley. We dated for roughly 2 years and she cheated on me with Max. I don't really know why I just accepted and moved on. Every time I saw her in love with max, I always got really annoyed but I never said anything because I was scared that I would get kicked out but that isn't a problem anymore as I am now homeless.

I continued to think about being single for another 20 minutes before I headed back to my seat by the window and I got set on doing more lessons. Each lesson gets me £150 so if I get 4 done, I will have £600. That's £350 for a week at a Travelodge. That's about £50 on food. That is then roughly £200 left over for me to use either put into savings or it goes towards treats. I am supposed to do 3 lessons a day and then that 4 times a week. That's £1,800 a week. I then am supposed to that for 45 weeks a year. That's £81,000 a year so I don't really have to worry about money. It is a problem though when I don't actually have somewhere to call home...

Carl's Pov:

I know Adam said to go to sleep as his train wouldn't be here for like 10 hours but I just cannot sleep. I have always worried that max would eventually kick him out but I didn't expect it to be this soon. I have always wanted him to come live with me but I have never actually asked him if he wanted to do that. Knowing Adam, he has probably got a room at a hotel for maybe the next week. The thing is he is earning a lot of money but he gives loads to me to help me pay for rent. I cannot wait to see him because I just really want to give him a hug. Although I am very much a bottom, I still really like caring for him. He does so much for me but he just won't let me return the favour.

Just as I am thinking about him, I get a message from the one and only Adam. All it says is

-listen it'll be worth it and here is the lyrics.

-The lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought me down upon my knees
Oh, I beg, I beg and plead
Singin' come out of things un said
Shoot an apple off my head
And a trouble that can't be named
A tiger's waiting to be tamed, singin'

You are
You are

Confusion that never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know
Singin' come out upon my seas
Cursed missed opportunities
Am I a part of the cure
Or am I part of the disease? Singin'

You are
You are
You are
You are

You are
You are

And nothing else compares
Oh, no, nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are
You are

Home, home, where I wanted to go
Home, home, where I wanted to go
Home, home, where I wanted to go
Home, home, where I wanted to go

Adam has always had a love for music so I'm not surprised that he has sent me music to listen to. I can't lie though I do love all the music that he sends me. As the song finishes, I hear my house phone ring. This never happens so I get very startled. I pick up and it is Max, wtf, why is he messaging me. He starts by going on about how if Adam tries to message me or contact me in any way that I have to block in and delete all contact as he is trying to hide from law enforcement. I know this is a lie as Adam has told me why he is actually on the run.

I decide that I cannot deal with sitting around my flat waiting for Adam to get off the train so I decide to go on a walk. Living in Plymouth is really not that exciting but there is a national park near called Dartmoor so I put on my walking boots and I hop on the bus. The bus journey only takes around 20 minutes, once I arrived on Dartmoor, I decide to just head down a natural path. The wildlife here is amazing and I know exactly what I am going to do here. I am going to go see how many sheep I can spot. This may sound boring but I love it and I could do it forever

~~time skip because I feel like it~~

After about a few hours had gone by I had amassed the amount of 765 sheep spotted. This is around what I normally count maybe a little more. I feel like going back on the bus and heading to the farmers market to pick up some bread and some butter. I may have also picked up some cheese and not paid for it but shhh, no one has to know. I only bought this because I know that Adam likes the simple things in life. He won't want a large glamorous meal; he will only want an average sized basic meal. It is now around 7pm and Adam should be here soon. He said that he would call me when he gets here and it's been nearly 10 hours now and I am starting to get a little worried. I shouldn't be too worried as he can look after himself, I just care about him... 

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