Friends can either bring you up, hold you down, or keep you in the middle. A conversation about you can turn into them in one word.
Im not a hard person, i just want to deal with my problems on my own. I don't need someone who thinks they can help when we both now i don't need it. I don't shut them out i just need time to myself.
My girlfriend doesn't pay me any attention. I hate that, If we're on the phone its my time to talk to you. Don't be texting other people and you know i can hear it. Im tired of that, she wonders why i talk to other people they give me the attention i need and want. If i have to fight for your attention then i don't want it. In relationship you give both attention, love,and affection.
i just want to cry till there's nomore tears left. Im hurting so bad nothing can fix it. Im in love with two people, i cant choose one i need them both. I lost one and in the process of losing the other. I need to stop trying to look for love and let it find me. I fall in love too fast.
