through it all

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Raylies POV
"Raylie bring your ass down here now!!!" The sound of my dad's voice rang through the house for me to come down and start my daily routine. "Coming!"I said walking out of my room and down the stairs, I grabbed everything that I needed and headed for the kitchen because I knows that it would be a bigger mess.

I was done cleaning the whole downstairs I took a nap when he called me up to his room I knew exactly what he wanted he wanted to touch me in inappropriate places and beat on me"Raylie I know you fucking heard me calling you"he said I as I walked in his room tears started to wale up in my eyes as he pulled me on his lap and made me touch his stuff"go ahead rub on it"he said I started to rub on it as it started to extend"go faster baby girl"he moaned
After 10 minutes of rubbing white stuff starts coming out of it as usual then he told me to get on my knees and open my mouth"i don't want to"I said scared"*smack*you done fucked up now"he pulled me onto the bed and ripped my clothes off I started screaming but he covered my mouth then he went inside of me.............

That's when I woke up I Always have dreams of him raping me but he constantly beats me and I have been taking it my whole life , I just can't wait to get out of here and soon. Who would've thought 16 years old and I live with a pervert and a child abuser as a father. I decided to spend the night at my best friends house......... he lives alone he was homeless and he didn't like staying at the homeless shelter so he just hides out I gave him money so that he could buy him an apartment on the illegal side of town. I also gave him a credit card and I refill it every chance I get. Getting wads of cash every week is just one of the perks of living in the hell hole. Tony goes to my school and we've been best friends since I was 12 and he was 14. Since then we've been inseparable.
*Knock Knock*"who is it" a deep voice called from behind the door "the candy man. Who else open the door!" I said sarcastically. The door swings open "for all I know yo ass coulda been the police or some" he said letting me in. As soon as I walk in I drop my bag in the floor and I head straight for the bathroom to turn on the shower. "Why yo ass always comin' up in here usin' up all my damn hot water!" He yelled. I just rolled my eyes and walked past him "you're the one who chose to live in a run down apartment." It was true tony could have been living inside of a loft or a penthouse but he divided on a dingy run down apartment on the other side of town so that's his fault. "Man watching doin' here anyway? You having nightmares again or some?" "No can't a girl just come and say hi to her dearly beloved best friend?" "Nah because the only time yo ass over is is when you scared to sleep at that damn house at night. I told you let me pop his ass you won't have to worry bout shit man I swear to god." " I know tony but I don't want you risking your life trying to save mine."

TONY
whats up y'all I'm Tony I'm 18 years old. I met Raylie when she was only 12, she started helping me out once she found out I escaped form foster care because of what I was going through , she got a big ass heart.
She just came over and we bout to chill but I wanna tell her how I feel because she been there for me through it all and I just want to show her how it feel to be loved."Raylie what movie"I asked and here she came walking out the bathroom looking fine as hell "Uhm a scary movie" she said"which one"I said shit knowing that I have all of em"idc just pick one tony." she said walking into the bathroom 5 minutes later she came out with some pajama shorts and a tank "sit"she said sitting down and patting the spot next to her i really want to tell her how I feel but I'm too scared"nigga bitch really the stupidest decision why tf you run in the closet!" she said to the t.v and wonderwhy shes scared to sleep by herself at night"you know you sleeping by yo self tonight right?" I said walking back to my room "Noooooooooo!" she screamed rushing past me "Get out my bed man." "No." She said as she sat Indian style with the cover over her head"come on dude you always on that weird shit" I walked back up to the front room and she ran up to me and pulled my arm"nooo please Tony"she said with those big brown eyes I can't resist at all"iight man come on"I picked her up and threw her over my shoulder and layed her in my bed and we just say there cuddled up"Tony??" I looked down at her"yeah" she looked up at me and smiled "what?" I said curious "You"I smiled now is the right time for me to tell her"Raylie how long we been friends for"she looked at me"since diapers. Why?"I pulled her up so now she was on my level "over these past four years I grew deep feelings for you like I'm deeply in love with you girl and I know we bout 2 years apart but Ion care I wanna be wichu girl"she looked at me with shocked eyes with a hint of lust"Tony that's sweet but -" "If you don't want to be with me it's coo shorty just say that." " no tony it's not that it's just that-" "awe yeah I forgot you like that nigga Malik. It's all good shit at least a nigga tried. Goodnight." she looked at me with hurt in her eyes. She then turned over and went to sleep while I stayed up thinking about what would happen if I ever lost her
18 year old tony

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