Seduced [OffGun Fanfic]

Worth it

Kit: Late late, super late update!! Apologies about this, caught a cold and I'm still recovering from it. I was so fatigued and unwell I couldn't even go out on my off day ;-;

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  Gun sat there thinking of his conversation with his friend just a while ago.

20 minutes ago

"P'Gun..."

  Gun looked up, eye meeting those that he had not for a long time.

"Krist..."

  Krist grabbed the chair and sat down beside his friend. "How are you doing, Phi? Feeling better?"

  It was very hard to answer this question so Gun could only silently nod in response. After a moment of silence, he spoke out what was in his mind ever since the day before.

"Krist, should I break it off?"

  This startled Krist, "Why? Aren't you two doing well? Why the sudden thought of break up?"

"I- I just... He's too nice. Too nice to someone like me who- Who is dirty. I'm not clean, Krist." Gun choked out between sniffs, "He deserves better." The more he spoke, the more he thought. And the more he thought about it, the heavier he cried.

  Krist stared at the man who was about to breakdown, reached out his hand and asked, "Can I?" Gun nodded and Krist held tightly onto his hands. "Phi, P'Gun, listen to me. P'Off is a great person but you are also an amazing person. You are my cute little senior who is a devil in disguise, the one who brightens up peoples' days with just your smile."

  "You are worth everything in the world, you deserve the best in the world. Now tell me, is P'Off the best?" Krist looked straight into the other's eyes, Gun nodded without hesitation, "Then you deserve him, Phi. In love, there isn't anything about being worthy or not. All there is, is whether you love each other. He loves you Phi, he's willing to walk step by step with you in this journey. You can try to step forward, he will be by your side, always accompanying you."

"But... I can't... It's not worth it."

"What isn't worth it? Do you feel itburdens him to stay with you for the rest of your lives? Can you imagine him living life without you? You, without him? Can you imagine him moving on without you and having children with another person?"

  Gun quickly shook his head vigorously, "Never. I would die without him."

"So, what you should do now is to keep him by your side, let him support you and heal your wounds. And you can heal his too, do you think he wasn't hurt by this whole incident?"

  Seeing him silent, Krist left him with one last sentence and a hug, "Try it, you'll find that all of it is worth it. With time, everything will work out just fine. But don't force yourself, it won't do any good."

With time, everything will work out just fine.

  The door clicked open, Off's head popped in from behind, "Gun?"

"Papii..."

Try it.

I'll try it.

  He still was not used to touching anyone except his omega friends and family. Which was only Krist and his Mae. But...

  Gun shut his eyes tight. Willing courage to himself as he stepped off the bed barefooted. "Gun! What are doing without your shoes on?!" He could hear him.

  Closer.

"Quickly put them on if not-"

  He reached out his hands and wrapped them around the man, ignoring the tingling of his skin.

  He felt Off freeze, "G-Gun?" There it is, the warmth he missed so badly. So much that he could ignore the uncomfortable urge to back up, cling tightly to the taller man's waist.

Yeah, it was worth it.