ONE STEP FORWARD AND 3 STEPS BACK

I saw my friend not far away nag lalakad sya patungo sa school na ito, were it all started .

nakita nya ako at agad naman syang lumapit

👩; hey
👨; hi, pupunta ka ba don? ( sabay turo sa building )
👩; Oo ano bang ginagawa mo rito?
👨; may kukuhanin lang sa kapatid ko eh ikaw ?
👩; same din haha , okay! Tara?
👨; okay let's go.

naglalakad kami ngayon dito sa hallway? omg! ang tagal na nito nandidito parin.

Naalala ko nanamn

'I break the silence'

👩; it's been a year since we walked together in this hallway
👨; yeah, sabay kamot nya sa kanyang ulo i remembered
👩; but the girl you used to walked here before is wasn't the same girl who's walking with you now .

He Looked at me with Confusion
I look at him with a slight smile

I know alam nya pero Hindi nya lang gusto na maalala:)

👨; why?

👩; because she was obsessed with u

He gave me a sad look

👩; I giggled , Don't Look at me like that You look like a Dog

👨; I'm sorry

👩; No don't be sorry it's my fault in the first place i let myself in , in the situation without certainty

I Don't get it y did you let me in?

' Hindi Sya nag salita '

👩; why?
👨; I let you in because maybe we could be friends

I started to tear up

I accepted it when he confess to me that he can't be more than friends with me but every time i remembered those scene why it's still hurts?

' I let my tears Escaped Away from my eyes.'

👨; I'm so sorry
👩; Yeah i understand it's okay now, it's over a year and i think i moved on .
👨; Sorry

I wiped my tears away

👩; um before i forgot i always read the letter you gave me, every on my birthday. It makes me feel that ur with me even if it's not .

I walked away

He called my name i gave him a thumbs up to assure "that it's okay"

Ng nararamdaman kong malayo layo nako sa kanya, tumingin ako kung saan sya kanina .

I saw him hugging the women of his life but sadly it wasn't me.

Why would i wish? He looks Happier.

I Smiled and Put my Headphones on.