Run From Me | Namjin

Chapter Two: Avoidance

"I'm not gay. Of course I'm not. Get it together, Nam-joon. You don't like Jin." Joon's thoughts raced, "And even if you did, you're not good enough for him. He would never love you. Get that through your head." His internal monologue acted as if he was a different person.

"Just stop thinking about him. You have work to do." So he did just that. He started to work to get his mind off of it. He went to his studio, sat down, and began writing. But there was just one problem: every song he wrote was about Jin. He couldn't present that to the company, nor to the other members. And he knew that, so he crossed it out.

"I told you to stop thinking about him. He doesn't love you!" his brain screamed out, before he had finally had enough. He couldn't keep letting Jin invade his mind like this, so he thought of the only solution there was; stop interacting with him.

So he spent the next few days ignoring him, and those days turned into weeks, and just as the weeks were about to become months, Seokjin had also had enough, so the very next chance he got, he confronted Namjoon.

"Why are you ignoring me, Joon!?" he shouted to get his attention.

"I don't wanna talk to you." RM replied simply.

"Well you're gonna have to. I'm not letting you avoid me anymore." Jin stated in frustration.

"Just stay away from me. You don't wanna be around me." Namjoon said.

"Why?" Jin replied.

"Because I'm afraid that if you don't run from me, I'll do something we'll both regret." And with that, Seokjin was officially confused.

"What are you talking about?" he questioned.

"Just forget about it. I'm done talking to you." Namjoon huffed.

"I'm not leaving until you tell me, Namjoon!" Jin yelled. Within the second, RM smashed his lips onto the other's. The elder was shocked for a moment, but began kissing back once he had got over the initial reaction. Namjoon pulled back.

"There, are you happy!?" he hissed, "Now get away from me!"

"I don't want to." Jin spoke back softly.