I was getting ready to tell Zayn, my big brother what my dad did to me.
" Ok, Zayn promise you won't get mad at me when I tell you this." I really don't wanna tell him, but I have to. Here goes nothing.
" I promise I won't get mad Alex." Zayn said.
" Ok, the only thing that you know what my dad did was beat me. He did much worse than that. I can remember what happened very clearly. One day when I came back from school, dad was wasted. I could tell he was frustrated, I knew he was gonna make me do something but I didn't know what. He came up to me and said " Hey Alex, why don't you do something nice for you're father? It's not that bad. All I want you to do is have sex with me. Not so bad huh?" I didn't know what to do. So I did the only thing I could do, I ran and hid. It just made matters worse. He got more mad at me every time I refused. But he didn't stop. He kept coming towards me, getting closer and closer. Then when he but close enough to me he yelled, " Why did you run form you're dad you bitch!? You have no right to run, you're just like you're mom. Weak, pathetic, dumb, and disrespectful. Now scene you ran away you have no choice but to have sex with me. Come here you whore!!" I was trying to get him to stop. I did everything I could, I punched him, I kicked, I even bit him. But nothing worked. I was gonna tell someone but he said if I did he would kill me and whoever I told." I can't believe I told Zayn this. The only one I told was Perri, and that was after I left his house. " Hey Zayn, do you mind if I just go to sleep for the night. I'll answer any questions you have tomorrow. I don't wanna talk about it right now." I asked.
" Yea, you can do that Alex. I'll let you sleep. We'll talk more about this tomorrow. Night little sis I love you. If you need anything let me know." Zayn said. With that I fell asleep.
Hey guys another update today. Let me know if u have any ideas I'll use any of them in both of my books. Till next time peace out yo.
