Shadow ran into his room angry but of course it would be his own boyfriend was kissing his best friend sonic. He wanted to hit someone something. But instead he sat on his bed and thought about it. While doing that
he thought, "Why would spiderman do such a thing? was it forced? did he initiate?" bad thoughts swirled around in his brain, self-deprecating or otherwise. Shadow didn't know how or what he was feeling, was he angry?; Angry at the two people he trusted the most, the one he loved and cared for for 2 years, and the frenemie he turned to at his worst? Or was he sad; dissapointed at the fact he couldn't be enough for Spiderman, was he enough for anyone?
"Itll never be the same. I mean he was my everything. I cant function without anyone else. Right..?" He continued thinking on his bed; never eating dinner till he finally cried himself to sleep. Morning dawned and his eyes were puffy from crying the previous night. "Ah- I guess I should get up shouldn't I?" There was a major part of him that didn't even want to get up. What was the point? Not like spiderman was going to be there for him, but did he even want him to be there? Everything was so confusing. All he wanted was an apology. Right? Was it even worth it. Failing to get out of bed he fell back asleep to the dreadful thoughts of "was it all my fault?"
No it couldn't have been. I haven't done anything wrong. I'm going to go to Sonic's house and give him a piece of my mind... and my fist. I ran to Sonic's house furious. "OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" I shouted spider man opens the door wearing Sonic's shirt. "Oh You're here" Spiderman looked indifferent to how furious Shadow had been, it felt like Spiderman didn't even care for him. "2 years of a beautiful relationship, I paid for you everywhere and treated you like a fucking prince, only to find out you're sneaking about behind my back with my BEST FRIEND? Who do you think you are because you're definitely not the man I fell in love with two years ago..." Shadow yelled, attracting the attention of Sonic, "Well IM sorry that you never actually were rough in bed, it was the same thing, every, fucking, time. Sonic gives me the rush I need in bed." Spiderman spat. "Fuck you and that bitch sonic. If you wanted that you could have told me but you decided to stay silent. That's your fault." Shadow said as he walked away.
