My Crazy Boyfriend H.Sanzu FF

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receptionist; uhm who are you looking for?

she looked at me with eyes of disgust I guess it was expected I was wearing cheap ass clothes and it looked like a very expensive hotel

y/n; uhm im izanas girlfriend he told me to come here and you will direct me?

her eyes immediately changed from disgust to envy and fear

receptionist; oh uhm alright someone will come and help you with your bags and direct you to the penthouse

eh PENTHOUSE? i knew izana was rich now but not this rich

then a guy came and helped me take my bags and we went up to the top floor

guy; shall i help you bring you bags in miss?

y/n; its fine i'll take it from here

he bowed and walked away i took the key that izana passed to me and went inside

then to my amazement this house or room just confirmed to me how rich izana really is the house was spotless and clean and not to mention all the furniture looked super duper expensive

y/n; holy shit

then i looked around and i saw a room nice and big it was fully pink and honestly not really my type of room it was decorated and clean and to the opposite was a room decorated in black and white it seemed like it both rooms belonged to someone i went into the pink room since the black and white one seemed like it belonged to izana

i went in and saw a picture of izana and a girl was that his girlfriend?

either way i went to the room beside the black and white one and i unpacked everything quickly since i didn't have much stuff i honestly had a dream for a long while i wanted to be an actress

but i didn't believe i ever had the beauty to go up for auditions but yea i thought it was a stupid dream that could never come true

since my job doesn't really require me to go to work as much on the first week i unpacked my stuff and started setting everything up and while doing that i was taking a quick smoke

after i set everything up i laid down on my bed and wondered how everyone was doing in japan especially sanzu

y/n; *sigh* hes probably either taking drugs or hooking up with some girl

izana; who is hooking up

i gasped and fell off the bed while izana laughed at me

y/n; hey that scared me whats so funny huh

izana; its nothing

then he came and sat on the bed

izana; so this is the room you chose huh is it to your liking ?

y/n; ah yes its perfect actually

izana; or is it because it was close to mine

i blushed and turned away

y/n; OF COURSE NOT

he chuckled again and i went to sit on the bed beside him and looked down

y/n; whose room is that?

he looked at me confused

y/n; the pink one

izana; ah my ex girlfriend she cheated on me but she hasn't come to take her stuff so im not able to redecorate the room yet

y/n; ah im sorry for asking

i looked down i felt bad for asking about it for now

izana; hey its fine

then he came closer to me and lifted my chin up to look at him and then he kissed me

i was shocked but i missed this feeling of being wanted by someone so i kissed him back

after that kiss he pulled away and didn't say anything and left

izana; i'll be out late

i nodded and went to do my work

izana; hey do you still dream to be an actress?

y/n; uhm yea why?

izana; i know a director who is holding auditions for a main role i could sign you up if you want

y/n; ah its ok im no where near pretty enough to be the main lead

izana; well if that's the reason your not auditioning then im signing you up be free on the 18 that's the audition day

y/n; but iz-

but before i could say anything else izana left the room

i laid on my bed and sighed

i suddenly had a rush of deja vu

i remembered all the memories me and izana had before i met sanzu

IN THE PAST

me and izana were sitting in a park at the swings near both me and his house

y/n; hey izana do you have a dream?

izana; not really i just prefer to go with a flow however my life decides to take me what about you y/n?

y/n; well my dream is to be a actress ahah yea its a silly dream of mine im no where pretty enough

izana; what the heck are you talking about y/n your the most beautiful girl i've ever met like literally so chase your dreams ok

y/n; well i'll think about it i just thought to get a normal job after i graduate college and settle down when im 30

izana; well your pretty enough so chase after your dream ok

y/n; i'll think about it after all we're still in middle school right now i wonder if in the future will we still be talking like this as bestfriends

izana; what are you talking about of course we will your my only best friend y/n

i smiled and we both went home

PRESENT TIME

now that i think about it maybe izana had feelings for me in the past it might be bold of me to assume that izana has feelings for me like that but i cant help but think that the way he acted wasn't like a best friend it seemed to me that he wanted more

y/n; ah how can i be so foolish not to notice this earlier if i did right now i wouldn't be heartbroken over sanzu and settle down happily with izana

but what happened is life i cant change it theres not point regretting it either