Pretend It's Okay (A Jarry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 48

Jade POV

I woke up with an arm slung around my waist and that minty breath tickling my neck. I really don't understand why Harry's morning breath is minty while other's just smell really bad and everything. I'm glad I don't have bad morning breaths.

Last night's happening came into my head and I stare at Harry for a good minute and caress his hair with my fingers. I know he likes it when I do that. He said that it makes him feel relax. Today is Sunday so I don't have to go to the company because today is my day-off. I want to spend this day with Harry and cuddle with him because both of us have been really busy this week that we barely spend time with each other except during bed time.

The thought of him spending lunch with Selena yesterday hurt me so much especially that he lied in front of my face. What if he realized that I'm not good enough for him? That I'm just a rebound after they broke up and he made his way to London? That I'm a waste of time? That all of those things that he said to me that night when he asked me to be his girlfriend were all lies?

I can't bear having the thought of that stuck in my head, but what if it's true?

What if this is all a play of his?

God, I should really stop thinking negative things. I trust Harry but what he did yesterday makes me want to question him. I know I shouldn't be thinking like this but I can't stop it.

I slowly pull out from his grip which caused him to groan but goes back to sleep shortly. I made my way downstairs and head to the kitchen. I decided to cook us some breakfast. I grab the steak in the freezer and some potatoes and start working.

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After at least half an hour, I'm already done. I cooked some steak and some mashed potatoes. This goes as a sorry gift for him for being too busy this week. I slowly head upstairs and made a bee-line inside my room where my ever gorgeous boyfriend is lying.

I placed the plates on the desk beside my bed and sat beside Harry. I poke him on the side which made him to groan. I poke him again and I have to stifle my laugh at how cute he is. He finally decided to open his eyes, those forest eyes that always make my knees weak. He shoots me a grin as he found my hand and plays with it.

"Good morning, babe." God, even his morning raspy voice sounds hot.

"Good morning, babe. I made breakfast." I said, smiling down at him. His eyes lit up as I mentioned the word breakfast. He propped his elbows and kissed my cheek and suddenly my face feel hot with his simple contact.

"Wow, you made some steak and mashed potatoes? That's my girl. Thank you for this, babe." He grins as I chuckled at how he looks like a kid right now.

"You're always welcome."

And with that, we ate my so-made breakfast and of course, with Harry who is showering me compliments about how good I cook and how he like the mashed potatoes so much. After we ate, I washed the dishes and we spend the whole morning cuddling and talking about our jobs. I'm happy how Harry is so supportive and understanding even though I'm busy all the time.

During the afternoon, when the sun is about to set, we decided to jog around the park and bought some ice cream after. We both waited for the sunset and it was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced especially that I'm with the person I love. I just love sunsets because it means that not every goodbye is sad. It also means for new beginnings.

Harry and I spent the whole night watching movies and ordering pizza. I was shocked when the pizza delivery guy asked for my autograph and he even told me that he's a great fan. What the hell? I haven't even gone out and talked to the media but it was really flattering and cute. He even said that he'll watch all of my upcoming interviews on television. I didn't know a guy like him would be a fan but he admitted that he's gay. So, that explains a lot.