Confession-rikara [COMPLETED]

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It has been 3 months since she had left him. Omkara had gone back to being angrykara. Or rather, sadkara. He tried searching for her everywhere but couldn't find her. She had not even told her mom about her whereabouts. Om tried contacting all her friends and everyone she knew but nobody knew where she had gone. Even the great Shivaay Singh Oberoi tried getting information about her whereabouts but it was like she didn't even exist, there was no trace of her!

It's not like he didn't think about going back to taking drugs to find some peace but then he didn't want to disappoint Gauri anymore than he already did. So he fought the urge to give in. And living in this pain and guilt was his punishment. Om had even gone back into depression but with the help of his brothers, he stood up and decided to not give up finding her. He knew he had to keep trying and he had to make things right with her. This time Omkara had to win Gauri. He just hoped she was safe wherever she was.

As they say, one doesn't know the value of something until they loose it. This was what Omkara had to understand now.

At night in Om's room

Om is crying, talking to a picture of Gauri

Om: Day 96 of trying to find you. Gauri I know I'm an idiot and a fool for letting you go, for DOUBTING you but please, please show me some sign of where you are. I swear this time I'll make sure to make everything right. Just give me one chance. I'll give you answers to all your questions, about what you mean to me, about our relation, everything. I swear Gauri, just one chance is all I need.

Hamari adhuri kahani plays....
Paas aaye
Dooriyaan phir bhi kam naa hui
Ek adhuri si hamari kahani rahi

(Om remembers Gauri and their close moments)

Aasmaan ko zameen, ye zaroori nahi
Jaa mile.. jaa mile..
Ishq saccha wahi
Jisko milti nahi manzilein.. manzilein..

(He remembers their first meeting and their marriage when he saved her)

Rang thhe, noor tha
Jab kareeb tu tha
Ek jannat sa tha, yeh jahaan..

(He remembers how she did a makeover for him to get inspired, her playing with the colors and how he painted her)

Waqt ki ret pe kuch mere naam sa
Likh ke chhod gaya tu kahaan..

(He cried thinking of how he doubted on her and hurt her with his words that day. And how she tore the card she brought for him him and threw the pieces away. Om thinks of her words "you'll never see me again" and how she walked away leaving him in his knees reading the message from the torn pieces 'i love you')

Hamari adhuri kahani
Hamari adhuri kahani
Hamari adhuri kahani
Hamari adhuri kahani

(By this point he breaks down and remembers their meeting in bareilly in reverse)

Khushbuon se teri yunhi takra gaye
Chalte chalte dekho na hum kahaan aa gaye

(He remembers their close moments and how she always helped him but he always misunderstood her)

Jannatein agar yahin
Tu dikhe kyon nahin
Chaand suraj sabhi hai yahaan..
Intezaar tera sadiyon se kar raha
Pyaasi baithi hai kab se yahaan..

(He thinks of his state without her, filled with guilt since the last three months. How he replayed everything a million times in his head. How he wished he could rather kill himself than hurt her with his words.)

Humari adhoori kahani
Humari adhoori kahani
Humari adhoori kahani
Humari adhoori kahani

(He thinks of how each time Gauri went away, she would come back knowing that he needed her. But this time she didn't)