Our Forbidden Love

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Tw- mention of SH, implied abuse.

I sat in the hospital room.

My boyfriend unconscious beside me.

I held his hand while I was trying my hardest to not hyperventilate.

I wanted to call Sapnap but I couldn't. He wouldn't give a fuck about any of this.

I took out my phone and dialled a number.

I put my phone to my ear and heard it ring twice.

"Hello?"

I paused

"Hello is anybody there?"

"Hi." I whispered.

There was a long silence.

I could hear her breathing through the phone, I could tell she wanted to say something.

"Hi mom."

I heard a silent sob through the phone.

"Hi Clay."

"I'm so sorry mom."

"No no shut up you shouldn't be saying sorry the last thing I ever said to you was pure insults and I hate myself for it. Where are you?"

"I'm sorry mom I can't- I can't say that."

"Honey please just let me know your safe."

"I'm on the hospital, George is laying unconscious beside me."

"I'm sorry Clay. I really am. But I can't speak to you."

The phone hung up.

I slowly removed the phone from my ear and looked at the number.

I texted her. Only to be met with a blocked notification.

I tear streaked down my face.

I ruined everything.

I looked back at George. My heart hurt.

My leg aggressively bounced off the floor. This was the worst feeling ever.

I held onto my necklace.

I had the urge to rip it off. I knew it would be over sooner then later, but I guess I'd have to wait for him to wake up before I thought about that.

I took a deep breath in.

I looked at his heart monitor.

It started to quicken.

I shook George "George!" I shook him harder. Watching as the monitor got faster and faster.

I ran out the hallway "Nurse! Nurse!" I yelled.

I nurse that I didn't recognize ran over to me.

He took one look at the monitor and he quickly grabbed his speaker saying some incoherent things on it.
A few more nurses came running in seconds later.
One of them grabbed my arm "You have to leave."

They dragged me out into the hallway and I watched as the blinds on his room shut and the door with it.

I started to sob.

I was shaking like crazy because the last thing I would have ever said to him was that he didn't want to lose another person.

Guess he jinxed himself.