My girl ~ Kendall Jenner

Chapter 25

Zach Pov

Watching her love him felt like shit but yet i still put a smile on my face real or fake.

We were all at a party that Kyle threw,my new best friend.He was showing me around but i froze in my spot when i spotted her.Kendall was laughing as Anwar planted kisses all over he neck and the boys and girls tease them.

"You good,man?"Kyle asks making me nod.

"Yeah just thought of something."I say making him nod.

"Anyways.Meet my sister Taylor."He says.

"Wait-what since when was your sister Taylor Swift.Im sorry let me rephrase that since when were you Kyle Swift."I ask making the two siblings chuckle.

"A long time ago."Kyle says making my mouth make a '0' shape.They laugh at my reaction.

Yet they all act like nothing happen and i was invited to family dinner but i would usually skip it.

I tap my pockets to not find my files for the songs i was helping Little Mix right.I know but it was a secret anyway only they know since i use to date Perrie Edwards.

I remembered i probably left it at my mother's house making me groan.Yes i still havent forgive her or anyone.I got i  my car and parked seeing my brother and kendall and her friends car.

I sigh as i opened the door with my fingerprint not bothering to announce my presence.I went into my room as i looked around for my files.

"What are you doing?"I heard making me jump hitting my head.

I turn to see my family,Kendall,Anwar and the whole kardashian family.I let out a huff ignoring them as i continue searching.

"You cant ignore us forever mate."Zayn says.

"Yeah but i can try."I say as i opened my drawers.

I heard some people murmuring something before i felt a hand on my back.

"Hun-"

I brushed my mother's hand away as i walk into the other side of the room searching thru it.

"Are you that mad?"Yolanda asks.

"I have every right to be.I mean i was fucking wrong and maybe you know Kevin was right."I say making me stop abruptly.

"You talked to our nemesis."My mother asks.

"He was there for me unlike you all.Lying to my face."I say making their faces fall.

"Your being selfish."Gigi says.

I took a deep breath keeping my cool as i finally found my files.I took it out as i clean my place.

"Im selfish."I say softly making everyone look at me as i sat on the bed and looked thru the file not wanting to look at their face.

I scoff.

"I watch the person im in love with love someone else.Yet i still smile and pray for their happiness and suddenly im selfish."I scoff again making them soften.

I felt my eyes get glassy making me shake my head and look down gripping the files.I could feel their eyes on me knowing they thought  i was gonna burst.

"Dont blame Kendall.Blame me."Anwar says making me look up.

I shake my head.

"I dont even have time to blame anyone because im busy with my life."I say making Anwar face fall.

I stood up as i push past them purposely bumping my shoulder with Anwar making him fall.I went out and slam the door.

Having to fake a smile during meetings to not give the wrong impression.

"You okay?"The interviewer asks me making everyone look at me.

"Yeah just nervous."I could feel everyone eyeing me but i ignored it as i could hear Kendall giggling while Anwar whispered things in her ear.

You think being cold to your first and second family is fun.No it sucks like shit.

"So Y/n how's the family?"The interviewer asks me.

"Great."I lied but put on a smile.

"Why did you and Kendall break up?"He asks.

I tense up a bit.

"We just thought taking a break would be nice."I shrug.

"So does that mean that you guys are getting back together and what is this about Kendall and Anwar getting all cosy?"The interviewer asks as h put a mic near my mouth.

"Uh no we decided to move on."I say making the guy nod