Unconditional love

The Beginning

So a lot of people these days question certain things in life...understandable right!? Most things that are questioned are as simple as plants needing water and sunlight to grow or needing sleep so our brains don't collapse, so many questions with little answers.

I know one thing that everyone questions is love, they ask questions like "is it really for me?" "what does love really feel like?", well people I don't know all the answers but I suppose when the time comes you'll know exactly when you're in love with someone. It took me years to find someone who respects me for me, who makes me laugh like there's no tomorrow and the one thing I keep telling myself every day is that he should've been the one I found to begin with.

When you find the right person it'll feel like you're untouchable, it'll feel like no one else in the world matters you'll meet him/her and know if they're right for you or not it just takes time and patients. I have to admit I never thought it would take this much time and patients to find him, but the way I see it he was so worth the wait. I suppose the one main thing to live by in certain situations is to never give up even when you think there's no hope in the world for what you want, just keep fighting and pushing for what you truly believe in whether that being friendship, marriage, family or in this case love.

The beginning of love for me was hard I thought I was in love with my first few relationships but in the end due to not waiting for the few years that I've waited I got thrown in the dirt to many times then I can count, I blamed myself...why? because that's just how young teenage boys who don't know at all what they're doing act. Boys like that don't understand the meaning of a relationship and they don't know how to label feelings because, well they just act completely cold hearted. So where was I...oh right, the beginning it should've been him.

They say the beginning in a relationship is called the honeymoon faze I don't know how long it lasts and I don't know what happens when it ends, I suppose it's just something that you discover when the time comes. I guess when you think about it the start of a relationship is exciting it's when you plan your future together, how many kids you'll have, what your wedding will look like and where your going to live... does it necessarily turn out that way absolutely not!!!

please remember the beginning is never the end :)