Angsty Oneshots MHA

OC x tamaki

    I'm not a very social person, I hate attention in fact. So obviously when my parents gave me no choice but to enroll in a hero school, I was upset.

But I'd keep it cool for them, I don't normally get upset anyways. Plus, they weren't bad people, just demanding of their only kid. Anyways they are besides the point in here.

The issue, is when I trusted a kid I had been tutoring and they repay me with telling all of it...

"Denki, I don't want to talk right now. Please" I shove him away lightly and try to rush to my class, sadly this hopless child won't give up.

"Please! I'm sorry I just wanna talk.... I'm sorry just listen to me." The sorrow in his voice almost makes me want to take it all back, but the rage won't let me.

"Walk away now I don't want to be asked about this from my entire class." I finally turn to see him after 15minutes of him following me around- to find him in tears, blubbering like a baby who just got yelled at. Except his face was starting to shift.

"Why won't you just hear me out! Please u just want to explain-" I blindly drop my books on a table just out side my classroom.

"You don't get to explain! You wanna know why? Because nothing you say to reason yourself out of blame will fix what happened anyways!" Denki's face dropped, the tears I regretfully watched fall off his face slowed and from what little I could see, his face also took to anger.

"I get that but let me prove that I still get to talk to you!" Snap.

"YOU DONT GET TO TALK TO ME. WHY SHOULD I LET YOU WHEN I TRUST YOU WITH SOMETHING IVE FOUGHT TO HIDE IN SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH ITS APART OF MY QUIRK BECAUSE I HATE THE REACTION"

My face seared from pain and heat. Trying desperately to keep enough cool to not flip.

"WHY SHOULD I LET SOMEONE WHO DID THR ONE THING I FEAR AND HATE MOST, TALK TO ME HUH? YOU THINK MY QUIRK IS COOL? OH WHOOPTY DO I CAN BREATH FIRE AND FLY WOW SO MAJESTIC. EXCEPT THATS NOT ALL OF IT, ECERYONE IGNORES THE BACKLASH, THR DAMAGE THE PAIN OF TRASFORMING."

He had backed up now, to the middle of the hallway, meanwhile I am slowly moving in with each point I make.

"DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO HAVE A QUIRK WHERE ONE WRONG MOVE CAN SEND ME INTO A PAINFUL TANSITION INTO A FULL DRAGON WITH ZERO RATIONALITY?! YOU THINK I WANT TO FAINT FROM OVERUSE ONLY TO REALIZE IVE ALMOST KILLED PEOPLE I LOVE?"

My heart is racing now, I suppress the pain and urge to flip. Not even bothering to look at his face anymore.

"I WISH I HAD A STUPID QUIRK LIKE YOURS, ID RATHER GO BRAINDEAD THAN MURDER. BUT IM NOT THAT LUCKY, SO INSTEAD I HAVE WORKED MY HEART OFF TO KEEP MY FULL QUIRK UNDER RAPS. BUT OF COURSE THAT CANT LAST LONG BECAUSE WHAT DO YOU DO, RAT ON ME LIKE IM SOME SHOW AND TELL."

At this point it's hard to breath, the shouting non-stop is getting to my head but I need to finish before I walk away.

"DO YOU THINK I WANTED TO FLIP INTO A BLIND RAGE INFRONT OF YOU, ALMOST KILLING A ONCE TRUSTED FRIEND? HELL NO. BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER, I OWNED UP TO IT. AT LEAST YOU CAN DO THE SAME."

I take a deep breath, almost fainting on the spot as I do so, but I manage to catch myself.

"Thanks to you I have another school that I gave to leave with everybody fearing or hating me. But as long as I can talk to you that doesn't matter right? Who cares about receiving thousands of disgusted looks from people who don't even know me, or the feared ones from the people that do."

".... just cause I can talk to the one person who messed it all up. Thanks, but im good, so leave before I flip on you like last time. I might not want to stop if I do."

I turn to see tamaki, standing in the door of our class, presumably hearing it all. Looking horrified at me as I realize what's happened.

I feel tears running down my face as I can only imagine the horrid thoughts in his head right now. I collapse, wishing I had just given up trying to befriend anyone when it always ends like this.

Suddenly there's pressure around my shoulders as I feel something soft against my forehead. I flinch, feeling him back off, grabbing his uniform lightly.

"Please..... tell me you don't hate me. I don't want to loose you." He comes back as I feel the once light pressure grow stronger as he hugs me tight, kissing the top of my head.

"I could never hate you, even if you'd lost your mind." I chuckle, feeling the tears come back but slower, more relieved.

"As long as we loose them together"

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Lol sorry for not posting in a hot minute, bit I honestly dk if I'll be able to fix it.