Maya...the Goddess

Not so tough i guess

I couldn't keep myself away from him. He was getting into my thoughts and my dreams. After almost 10 years I felt a warmth for a man. It was unbeleivably scary for me to accept this.

I went through many articles to know about him. But it only gave me news where he was painted as a rich casanova or as an adventurer. His work was appreciated worldwide and I did love his designs.

In midst of all his fancy pictures with sexy gears and gals a picture of a small girl that he was playing with on a slide that melted my heart and made me realize that I had to come out of my shell.

I had to meet him and ask him if he meant by what he said that night. I wanted to know if we had a future. As I had certainly started painting one on my canvas.

It was one of my passionate hobbies to paint my feelings, thanks to all the art therapy sessions. It wasn't until Rhea came to see me that she pointed out I had been drawing a romantic scene with a man. More than this she had realised that I started using purple roses in my paintings which was out of my nature.

It all dawned upon me that I had to see him and as if echoing my thoughts...

Maya you do know its OK to feel loved and love some one...its not like its a sin but once in while trust yourself and let go of past.

Rhea I don't know what you are talking about! I have loved and you are well aware of how it ended or should I say dragged into the gutter!

Maya, I wish I could take away those times but whats gone is gone. Life has presented you with another opportunity so grab it and take the plunge.

Sorry Rhea but its late plus I know he is not interested and even if he was I have ruined all the chances.

Maya, stay strong I know you will but never hesitate to call us. I and Neil are always with you.

I know Rhea, you have always been there and I am grateful for you both. I know how you feel about your daughter but if I had any idea of Jeff's intentions I would have never let him close to Laila.

Shhh...Maya don't blame yourself you trusted his love but he was a rotten bastard who was sick...I I don't want you to remember Laila in pain so please stop here at thus moment! I came here to take you out so that we could go shopping but I guess you just want to sulk in your lover boys memories.

Hugging her in my arms I stopped her from shouting but I could feel her trembling in pain but moreover in anger that she had in herself for Jeff.

Rhea, let's go get some fresh air. I am sure it will be good spending some girl time out. Could you give me 20mins to get ready and I will meet you downstairs.

Nodding with a smile she left me with a hole in my heart which I believed would never get repaired...

Though I resolved to myself that I will talk to Anton and maybe get to know him better if he is willing to really give me another shot at love.