𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐞 | 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐞

part 8

suddenly everyone cares when they see you in a corner crying or look fucked up why is that? why do you all of a sudden care? you see me everyday y'all all notice when i'm in my bag and noticeably fucked up but not my "normal" self the loud person why? but that's the daily you the you that no one questions if your ok they just assume because you seem happy but in all reality your loud to shut the voices up in your head, stop your anxiety from breaking through, stopping yourself from breaking down at any moment keeping yourself entertained but at the end of the day your stuck with your feelings and that's all it is your feelings fucking with you causing attention to be brought upon you and causing attention gets you called names names become reputations and reputations stick with you forever in peoples minds that's who you are that's how they remember you and there is no changing it that's what it is. Truth is trauma fucks you up and trauma can come from as simple as family, friends, anything. me? i'm traumatized from a lot plus all of the other shit in life that's comes with it