Unsaid Words

OS: SCARED TO LOSE

The scene starts after Arnav's kidnapping track. The night when he returned home. After freshening up, he stood by the poolside trying to digest all the mess. When Khushi bought coffee for him and he hugged her when she tried to move.

Khushi spoke still hugging him, "Arnavji hum kitne dar gaye the... Humne pehli hi apne Amma Babuji ko kho diye hain. Hum apko kho nahi sakthe. Hum aapse bahut pyaar karthe hain aur apke bina hum jee nahi payenge. Please mujhe chodkar kabhi mat jayega. Hum apko bilkul tang nahi karenge, apki har baat manange. Apki poolside pain kapde nahi dhoyenge. Apko swami bhi nahi bulayenge. Subah ap jab chahe tab nahaane denge. Ap jo bolenge wo karenge, par hume chodkar math jaayiye. Sirf hum jaanthe itne din apke bina humne kaise guzaare hain. Aap musibat mein the, aur hume aapko bachana tha. Isi baath ne hume himmat di hain. Warna aapke bina hum kabka saans lena chod dethe." (I was so scared Arnavji... I've already lost my Amma and Babuji. Now I cannot afford to lose you. I love you so much and I cannot live without you. Please don't leave me ever. I'll not irritate you, I'll listen to all your words. I'll not wash my clothes by your poolside. I'll not address you as Swami. I'll let you bath whenever you want in the morning. I'll do whatever you say but please don't ever leave me. Only I know, how I've lived all these days without you. You were in problem and I had to save you. That's the only thing which kept me going all these days. Or else I'd have stopped breathing without you)

Arnav placed his hand on her mouth stopping her. He wiped her tears with his thumb and said, "Khushi please rona band karo. Mein tumhe chodkar kabhi nahi jaaunga. Tumhe kya laga sirf tum tadap rahi thi mere bina. Mein bhi tho tadap raha tha waha tumhare bina. Aur patha hain usse bhi jyada mujhe is baath ka dukh tha ki meine tumhe kabhi apni dil ki baath nahi bathaya. Tumhe kabhi nahi bataya ki tum mere liye kitna important ho. Tumhe yeh kabhi nahi bataya kyu tumse judi kar bat se mujhe farak padta hain. Mein dar gaya tha. Mein dar gaya shayad tumhe apni dil ki baat baatane se pehle hi mein is duniya se chala  jaunga" (Khushi please stop crying. I'll never leave you. What did you think that only you've suffered without me. Even I was suffering there without you. And you know what hurted me more, that I've not expressed my feelings for you. I've never said how important you are for me. I've also never said that every little thing about you bothers me. I was scared. I was scared that I may leave this world even before expressing my feelings for you)
She slapped on his mouth lightly and said, "Aisa mat kahiye" (Please don't say such things) He slowly removed her hand from his mouth and said, "Please aaj mujhe kehne do, kyunki aaj nahi tho phir kabhi nahi keh paunga." (Please let me speak today. If not today, then I cannot say these things ever again) Seeing her nod her head, he continued, "Isliye jab mujhe mauka mila meine tumhe bataya phone pai. Par aaj phir se kehna chahtha hoon. Tumne us din sach kaha tha woh lines jo meine bole the woh ranjha ki nahi Arnav Singh Raizada ke the. Us din mein complete nahi kar paya, par aaj karna chahtha hoon. Jab jo bura kaha uska koi matlab nahi, jab jo bura kiya uska koi matlab nahi, is pyaar mein sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahi, bas ek cheez ka matlab hain, ki mein tumse humesha humesha pyaar kartha hoon. I love you Khushi, I really do." (That's why when I got the opportunity, I've told you on the phone. But today I want to say it again. What you said on that day was true, those lines were not of Ranjha's. They were my lines, but on that day I couldn't complete it. Today I'll complete them. Whenever I've said horrible thingd about you doesn't mean anything, whenever I've hurt you doesn't mean anything, in this love right or wrong doesn't matter, the only thing that matters is, that I'll always love you. I love you Khushi, I really do.)
Khushi blushed and replied, "I love you too Arnavji" and hugged him back to feel the moment. To feel that he's there with her and this is real unlike the other few times when she umagined him.

After sometime, she broke the hug and said, "Arnavji, Thanks for believing me and trusting in me. I could never thank you enough." Arnav smiled and said, "You know whenever I see your eyes, I see honesty and that's what pulls me back to you. Even today, I've seen the same along with that I also saw immense pain. I don't want to give you that pain anymore, because you don't deserve pain. You deserve love and respect and I want to give you that love and respect." And kisses her forehead.

I know it's short, it's more like a drabble. I hope you all liked it❤