Unsaid Words

I Love you dammit

"That I love you dammit"

These words never came out so easily from his mouth, but today was different. He was angry, very angry with Khushi. Can't she understand his feelings, her feelings. Was it necessary to say, didn't she know how much he loves her? Did his efforts on rakshabhandhan didn't prove that? And what does she mean that they aren't husband and wife. They're legally married and have been living as husband and wife from 6 months for God's sake. All these thoughts were killing him and he left the terrace as soon as he said those magical words.

He didn't even wait for her reply, he actually doesn't need her reply. Because he knows that she loves him too. Maybe he'd love to hear her expressing her love for him, given her expressive nature. But that's not the point now, he wanted to go away from there. He didn't want to show his vulnerable side to her, only a good long drive would help him calm his nerves. So, he started his SUV and went for a long drive.

On the other side Khushi was shocked to hear him confess his love for her. She knew that he loves her, he has said on the phone when he was kidnapped. But she always wanted to hear it from him directly. But she wasn't expecting it today. And today when he said that he loves her, she was very happy, her happiness knew no bound. She knows how hard it must be for him to confess his love for her, but he did it and that too only for her. 

Maybe she shouldn't have pushed him so much, she also loves him, and knowing his nature she should have confessed it. Generally, boys do propose first, but from when did Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada started following societal norms. But not anymore, she'd express her love for him. She'd confess how madly she has fallen in love with Arnav Singh Raizada. He was her Rajkumar, for whom she'd do anything. And seeing his behavior from past few days, she has fallen a little more for him. And what is she waiting for?

She immediately ran to their bedroom and dialed his number, but as expected he didn't lift the call. And she knew if she calls him once again, he'd switch off his mobile, so she did what she thought would be the best. She started writing a text,
"I know you're reading this message Arnavji. Devimaiyya ki kasam, I'll jump off from this terrace, where you've left me few minutes back if you don't come back home immediately. And you know I can do this, I've already tried to do it once. So, come back home as soon as possible. I'll only wait for ten minutes and then jump off from here if I don't see you in front of me."

As he read her message, he threw his phone in anger. But he realised Khushi can go to any extent, and he need to rush immediately. He got into his SUV and started off to home with high speed. When he reached the terrace, he didn't find Khushi in the spot where he left her. He heart skipped a beat not finding her, but when he saw clearly once again, he saw flowers on the floor, which were not there earlier. He saw that the flower petals were used to make some symbols and they were indicating some path. He started moving accordingly, and those directions lead him to his room.

When he entered the room, it was very dark, he wondered what might have happened. He was trying to switch on the lights, and he need to find Khushi first. He was searching for the switchboard in the darkness. And when he switched on the lights, he saw Khushi sitting on the bed with her ghoongat, which he had decorated earlier for their long pending suhaagraat. He called out her name, but there was no response from her. He started moving towards the bed and sat beside her and shook her a little by calling her name. In response she gave him a chit.

He was getting annoyed, but it's Khushi he's dealing with, so he has to be patient. So, he opened the chit, in which it was written "Please lift my Ghoongat." Now he's very agitated. What's with this stupid ghoongat, he shouted, "Khushi stop this nonsense right away" But he didn't get any response from her. So, he lifted her ghoongat and started yelling, "Khushi what's wrong..." His words were cut off in middle as her lips were placed on his. He was shocked with her actions, out of all the things, he didn't expect this from her. He wasn't responding to her kiss, and when she realised that he wasn't kissing her back. She broke the kiss and said, "Can't even kiss me, but wanted to celebrate suhaagraat."

Her words broke his reverie, and he realized what happened. Before she could say anything else, he held face with his hands and placed his lips on her and started kissing her passionately. After their passionate kiss, he held her face closely to his face, with their foreheads and nose touching each other's. In that beautiful moment Khushi said, " Hum bhi aapse, I love you dammit." 

Shocked by her confession, he moved back a little and saw into her eyes, and in her eyes he saw her love for him. Caressing her cheek he asked, "khushi can you please repeat, please." Till that moment, he never felt that emergency to hear I love you from her mouth. But like they say, the heart wants more, since he heard her once, his heart wants to hear again and again and relish that beautiful moment.

Seeing the need to hear I love you from her in his eyes, she held his face in her palms and said "I love you my Rajkumar. I love you so much and I have always loved you, only you."