I'm sorry

I'm sorry that I like you
I'm sorry that I need you
I'm sorry that I want you by my side all the time.

Oh tell me, please
Where I went wrong
Was it the day I confessed to you

We were friends
But I wanted more than that
Was I selfish that you turned your back on me
Leaving me tongue-tied.

I wish I could turn back time to
When I fell in love with you
To tell me the cost of loving you
Is losing you.

I wish my heart could understand that you are not my heather
I wish I could lie at least this much
To myself.

I have heard people saying
Unrequited love hurts
But they never warned that
Loving your best friend hurts more.

Never believed in first sight love
Until I met you
So aesthetic
So surreal to be real.
Your every habit is
Now my favorite subject to study.

You are the protagonist of the story you are not aware of
The story where I and you live happily after.

You are the lullaby in the sleepless nights I wanna hear
The umbrella in the rain I wanna hold
The shoulder I wanna cry on.
You are everything I ever dreamt of.

Now I can only linger on your memories
Nothing left to say apart from I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry...