The Ange↗ Room
Angels and Demons
Who am I, exactly?
To pick my fate
Is it possible that I'm a bad person?
Is it true that I'm a killer?
Why do I have such lovely wings?
When my wings are drenched in dark crimson blood
Destroying my thoughts away
In this ruined room
Glass shards
slicing through my skin
I take a deep breath
And examine my surroundings
All of the graffiti and the mess
Around me
Is this who I am?
Destroying my surroundings
To annihilate the little individual inside me
Telling me that I'm not valuable enough
That I don't matter
I'm overwhelmed by the visions.
My spirit is aching with thoughts.
What if I left
Not for the Ange↗Room
But for what
Is up above
Will I now be a good person?
Will my dark red, aggressive wings transform
Into the pure and innocent, beautiful ones
That I've always desired?
Or am I doomed to never see the end?
Will I remain in this state?
Is this going to be my fate?
Stuck in this dull room?
I'm trapped in the Ange↗ Room.
I'm stuck in my head.
Stuck in the middle of the apocalypse
Stranded in it all

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Poetrymy acceptance that poems are okay to write, only if it's based on my real life