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#9- getting to be a big brother

Ok so I'm stupid and impatient so forget how this story was being written because I want to try a knew format and I cant wait till I start a new story. I have patience for kids, i have patience for my depression to diside it's done and I have patience for food to be made but not for story stuff so ya😐

Toga's POV
Tusday
3:34AM
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Not deep enough, go a few more inches.

Its already too deep,
I'll bleed out if I go any deeper.

That's what you want, isn't it?

Well..ya, bu-

No buts, just cut already!

Ok..

The voices kept telling me to cut deeper and even though I knew it was a bad idea I listened.

I cut deeper and deeper and even deeper as I wached the crimson red liquid drip from my thin arms.

My body had always been smaller then it should be but that wasn't because I didn't eat enough of anything, it's just how I am.

I ate just fine and I was taking care of myself..until the voice came back..

16...20...24...27...38-

Knock knock knock

"Toga?
Are you okay in there?
Who are you talking to?"

Shit!
Was I talking out loud!?

"I'm fine, I was just thinking about something, I guess I started to talk out loud,sorry."

Sorry voice,
I gatta cut this thing short if I dont wanna get caught.

I bagan to open a drawer and pull out some bandages.
I wrapped them around my cuts as swiftly as I could so I wouldn't get caught.

I threw the blade in the trashcan and was about to throw a hoodie on when the worst thing that could happen happened.

I froze in horror and dread as the door slowly creaked open and I remembered I never locked the door....

Are you stupid!?

I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking!

Look what you did! Now he's going to tell touya and your going to get your blades taken away!

"Toga....?"

Natsuo stood infront of me,
Eyes wide and skin going pail
As he over looked the room, taking in the situation.

I didn't move,didn't speak,didn't even cry.
I just got caught..after cutting...what now?

"W-why....?"

Natsuo's POV
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She...cut...