The Stiched Heart

Part 2

 Thought all my ways and decided to move out of this house. Away from them.

 I have already planned where to go. Soon I should be reporting to the office It's better I be there on time. I had friends group when we got our workplace location. One of them is Havana, who is also my college friend. She lives there.

My heart was in a hurry to get out right now, but I know things done in a hurry will never turn out well. Anyway, I also thought to give my home a chance and decide it clearly. In flooded thoughts, I finally went to sleep.

There was some noise and murmuring outside. I looked at the clock, which was hanged to the wall in front of my bed, it was already 6AM. The room was a shining rose due to its pink painted walls. It looked very different; my room was filled with papers shattered all around. Last night i did not clean my desk. Anyways Autumn morning is awesome.

"As she is not willing to marry him, we will do one thing let her go.........I won't let her work, ................. follow her and ch.......every time, don't let......talk to someo.........long time, don't .........blind eye on... or ......" he lowers his voice and continuous speaking to my mom.I couldn't hear properly, these stupid cookers but the things that I heard were not like my father. I guess I am mistaken. 

I freshened up and went out for breakfast, as it was Saturday today I checked my mail and cleaned my desk and other things. In the mail, I found that the reporting date is 07 Nov which is a week from now. I should leave, maybe to escape marriage or for a job, whatever it is..... i should leave soon.

I never knew that my dad will be so tough to convince. He keeps saying everything will go on only on YOUR wish, But in return this is what he does.

He keep saying that he does everything as per my wishes but that never happened. I left my MBA seat, my NCC, my SPORT and even my ART; all these were my dreams that never came true because he never wanted those things for me. Everything he gave me were his wishes and dreams, and they were never mine to begin with. I feel like my life is an extension to his. Was I not meant to have my own life?

I can't be dumb and live my life on his terms. For once, I want to live life on my terms and I will do whatever it takes for that life. I can't let him control and ruin my future happiness. This morning he was planning to get hold of me Right!! I won't stay anymore. 

 It's 7 AM I don't wanna stay here So, I got ready for the gym. In black joggers and a baby pink crop top followed with a black hoody. 

"Hey, sandy, Good morning" My friend approached. Named Venice Ray. "Good morning, Venice" i replied normally still lost in thoughts trying to figure out what to and how to do. While i was putting on my shoes, someone pushed me hard that I almost slipped from my seat. "RAY" I shouted unable to manage the emotion flowing through me. "Woo wooo cool what happened? I was just talking, and You were lost so-"

 "Venice pls, leave me alone." I said finally putting my bag in the rack.  "Did something happened?" he grabbed my hand leading everyone's attention to us.

I felt embarrassed like I am the center of attraction. Why nothing goes in my way. Why should I handle every situation myself. I hate everything. I hate..... "Leave my hand," I shot a glare at him and left for my workout. I started feeling weird like everyone is looking at me and talking about me.

'Sandy calm down' I reassured myself, I want to talk to someone now, one who can give me a solution. I am stuck between my family and love, like everyone else.

'Yah... Havana,' I immediately called her, I know she will be fast asleep. But A friend in need is a friend in deed...

"Hellooo" her dizzy voice, she is really in a deep sleep. "Havana I am getting married." I spoke. "Congratulations, sandy. My love is going to be the love of someone elsessssss-" she slept again. "It is no time for sleep talk, wake up, I need you to help me-" " to get a nice dress. I willllll-" She is getting on my nerves. "No, to pick me up when I run away from home. Idiot!" I shouted hoping she would understand my situation, but friends are friends.... "Don't tell mee that you are in love with someone else, you never had a boyyyyfriend-" She said but I cut her off by saying "What will you do If I say I have".