Imprisoned Between Heaven & Hell

💖💖💖Part-11💖💖💖

{Y/n POV}

It's been a week after that incident and nothing is ok like Junghyun  had told me. This whole week Jungkook hadn't came
to University. I even messaged him "Hey" after a long debate with my ego two days ago. The message is just kept seen from these two days. I called him but he also didn't picked up my call. So, I wen't to Tae' s house. Looks like he hadn't told him the incident till now. I tried to go to his room when he didn't showed up for a while but... Tae understood that I was their to meet Jungkook. He told me that after getting selected from bighit, now he is most of the time at the main building doing recordings, rehearsals and all. They decided that Tae will go after classes their as study is also important. Jungkook will surely show up after a while.

I had never thought that I would ever miss him this much in my life before. When he became an important part of my life, I never got to know. I just can't sleep properly before talking with him. I want to see him. NOW! But why? I should be happy na that now he is not here anymore to annoy the shit outta me. But why can't I? I feel like I would be the happiest person in the world if he suddenly shows up out of no where , pulling my rubber band outta my ponytail. I wish so....

Wait! It's him only na? Beside Tae??? OMO!! It's him only. Ugh! Atleast! The waiting which seemed like a whole eternity ended! I'm in my seat beside the window in our classroom in the last row. I can't hear them but I can definitely see his smile from here which had my whole attention now which rather seemed kinda forced. I don't know why. I saw others greeting and few girls fan-girling him. Ugh! That's untalarable! And he being a brat is smiling at them! Should I just drag him out of that crowd and make him sit beside me? Nah! That would be foolish!

Oh! Thank god Mr.Sam get here!
( Author: Maths Sir OP!😂😂😂 ) 1st time I'm being this much happy after seeing my Maths teacher. I saw the girls slowly moving far from him going back to their seat. Jungkook's normal seat is beside me as you all know.

That's when his gaze fell on me! I swear! I might die under that gaze. The boy who was smiling, rather fake a few mins ago is now looking like a arrogant rude CEO.
He must be angry on me till now. I saw him coming towards my way. My eyes never shifted from his doe ones. I saw him sitting beside some random guy who was few chair's far from me.

I wanna die right now! He must be hella angry on me. As the class started, he never spared a single glance on me. Somewhere it was poking me hard. How? Why? I'm suddenly craving for his attention. The way he is ignoring me is kinda killing me inside. I want this to end. I want to become his friend again. All these are common in friendship na? He surely had the right to be angry on me! It's my duty to manage him. And I will do that!

As the break time came by, the whole class got empty in seconds. But sadly, it was only me who was left over. I feel like breaking. I wanna cry right now! I'm being left over again... The past is repeating itself.. and I seriously don't want those dark memories to come back to my mind or my life again.

I never realised when a tear escaped from my eye. It was only me, looking at Jungkook's now empty seat. Few tears made their way  out of my eyes I never got to know. That's when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up only to see Tae their with a smile. But soon the smile changed into a worried expression.

Tae: What happened Y/n??? Why are you crying? Did someone hurt you?? Just say that bustard's name who made my bestie  cry! I and Kookie will beat the shit outta him and made him apologise to you!

I can't take it anymore! It's when I break down into tears. I can't hold them back now! I'm holding them from that night only! Now I can't take it anymore! I hate feeling ignored and leftover! I can't withstand it! I felt Tae's hands wrapping around my shoulders hugging me and he drawing circles at my back calming me down.