earlier my dad said he didn't get us and I said I didn't get myself either , and he told me to stop with the self deprecating shit because he wasn't a out to feel bad for me
I told him that wasn't what I was trying to do and he didn't believe me and said that if I really hated myself I would be in a way more terrible state then I am now
So not only does he not trust me for shit but he obviously doesn't listen to me or my mom at all because if he did he would know that I'm in a terrible physical and mental state right now
