It was never meant to be

3. Before I wake

01:07 am
"Part 1 of Anahita's sleep logbook. She's so pretty when she's asleep. I know it's weird to look at her when she's sleeping but I have nothing else to do and my eyes aren't hating the view that much". - Ali

That's the first thing I saw when I woke up this morning.
The night before I fell asleep while we were still on call and he probably got really bored having no one to talk to . From now on, every time I would fell asleep with him he would write this genuine logbook about my sleep. I thought it was so cute.
He would always write me beautiful and cute text that would always make me fall a little be more for him.

There's this one night he told me he would be the one giving me my first kiss, but at this moment in my life I never thought we would see each other in real life so it made me think that maybe, just maybe he actually believe that an "us" was possible. It made me smile so hard I couldn't stop.

Three months passed and we still never missed one night, every call were better then the last one. He met my friends, I met his, everything was so great. At this time, we had been calling each other every single night for 2 month. Those hours of my days were always the best ones.