Jesus x male reader

This Is Not Right

I walked to home after a long day of school and work
I'm 17 as soon as I turn 18 I will get out of this place
I walked in the door and saw my mom
She put the middle finger op at me as usual
I just walked into my room and layed on my bed, I still can't get that moment out of my head was it really him
Why did he do it it's wrong
Boy's can't like boy's right like I know I'm gay but still

I couldn't get the moment out of my head so I decided to go back to the church to try and find him again

On my way there a thought came into my head "do I like him in that way"
I already know that you have to love Jesus but in that way

Is Jesus gay
No he can't be
That would be wrong , right. Right?
I snapped out of my thoughts as I realized I was there as the gorgeous building with its white walls and orange roof, there was small window at the top that would open when the bells would ring
I remember the first time I heard it back before my sister made my entire family go on the devils path with her gay believes

As I walked inside I saw him
"I was waiting for you" he said his voice made me feel safe
"w-why" I said nervously

"you need to be my wife" he said
Wait wife but I'm a man, right?
"how can I be your wife I'm a man and you are the son of God, even if I was a girl I could never be good enough for you" I said taking a few steps back
"no woman is good enough for me, only a man is worth my love, I know you feel the same way for me... I know you y/n" his words made my heart sing, he knew me, but from where
"how old are you again?" he asked
Wow I thought and he was supposed to know awything about me :(
"I'm 17 turning 18 in 3 weeks" I said slightly annoyed
"great you be my wife then and join me op in heaven" he said with a big warm smile on his face
Wings grew from his back as he deserperde
"can't wait to see you as an adult" I could here a whisper and knew who it was from
A smile formed on my face
I'm going to Marry Jesus, am I going insene

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Sorry I'm not opdateret that much but I'm kinda busy, I feel sick rn and got to skip math so that's fun
Also I know it's a a bid wrong to worde the age gab in that way and some of the lines are a bid messed up out of context but I promise it will get better <3333