WHAT IF MY HEART SPEAKS?

what if my heart speaks?

and it says:

I miss you the way you miss me.

I'm so pathetic of hiding my feelings

Pathetic of trying to make believe,

I'm not falling in love with you

It giggles me when you wrap your hands around my waist

It tickles me, when you fit your fingers perfectly between mine

It tingles me as i caught your eyes trapped staring at me

I want to read what those glittery eyes utter

I wonder what's with that hug of yours,

That gives me security and safety

Its warmth whispers "I'm taken cared of"

I keep on smilling witht your laughingstocks,

though it isn't funny, but like an earworm, it echoed in my ears

Lying above the grass, underneath the clouds,

where moon and stars witness our sarcastic laughs

I love walking with you

it's more than a hobby

I love walking under the rain with you

it's more than a childish act

I love it when you carry me

I love it when you put your arms around me

I love that sly smile

I love those effortful presents

Cheap or expensive, minute or massive,

Some may call it scrap, I call it love

For those little things,

Simply makes me fall in love

I'm coward, afraid for my heart to speak

If it does,

my "cute friend" would be a fantacy

and this "cuttiest friendship" would be in history