Bennie:
"Whoops sorry! Didn't see you! I can be such a cl-" I stopped mid-sentence... I saw Zayn...
He had a devilish grin on his face. Like he had a plot or something.
But I was so mesmerized with his face, his body, his hair, his eyes.
He really has good features. Handsome features.
I couldn't stop staring and even if I wanted to stop, my eyes wouldn't let me...
He grabbed me by my wrist and led me upstairs. I was in utter shock by his actions.
"Z-Zayn?...." I was nervous. I started stuttering... Again.... Sigh.
He just looked at me.
"Oh, the things I'd do to you. If you'd let me" he whispered to my ear seductively and winked. It sent chills to my body.
I bit my lip and looked down. He had locked the door and once I found my courage to look at him, he had already took off his shirt and pants leaving him to his boxers. He was so hot.
He started to undress me. Leaving me to my undies and bra.
He took one look at me and smirked.
He started kissing me... Then my neck leaving marks. Then he went lower.
I thought to myself "Will I really give this man my virginity?? I hardly know him".... I thought about it more and more. I felt ready.
He suddenly starts to play with them hem of my underwear. Then he pushes it aside and touches my sensitive parts. It was so good!
"OHHH! Zayn!!!" I kept shouting his name once he started going in.
It felt good and scary and painful. He went awfully too fast and hard. It hurt me.
I did it with him...
We had sex.
We joined bodies together.
It was so mind blowing and amazing.
"Zayn, I... You... That was...." I couldn't find the right word.
It was pleasurable yet scary at the same time.
He finished the sentence for me "Erotic" his husky voice sent chills to my body.
Every time he touches me, I feel so vulnerable.
There's this part of me that says it was amazing! The other part says I should've waited for the right time and the right person.
The more I thought about it the worse I felt. I started to get teary eyed. I ran... To the other room not caring who saw me.
I heard him kinda chuckle. I was surprise to hear that! After what happened! I feel like such a fool!!!
I gave the guy my fucking virginity and that's how he reacts to my sad moment. Laughing? What a fucking asshole he is.
I started sobbing. I didn't want anyone to hear me or bug me so I locked my door and cried. Buried my face on my pillow.
Suddenly I heard banging. I thought it was Zayn but fortunately it was Harry. But I didn't want to talk to anyone.
He knocked down the door after banging on it 10 times, quite loudly. But I wasn't bothered.
His mouth suddenly dropped at what he saw.
