A broken angel

Chapter 1

Zeenia's pov
I was sitting in my bedroom thinking abt how my life sucked so much my dad died in a car crash my mother can't give so much time because she works even tho her fav child is in the biggest boy band ever bur she still does it cause she loves doing it my brother left for x factor a few years ago and then things just changed forever when before he left I felt super happy and loved but after that I am here all lonely I might look like I am the most happiest person ever but no that's not true I am just a dead girl walking and putting up a fake smile and everyone thinks I am happy. I am being bullied in school abt being the disappointment of the family everyone says that Zayn is much better than me I am just useless these things didn't bother me till last 6 months but when my mom got super mad at me one day cause I forgot to do the dishes and told me that I am useless a disappointment I should've died at my birth only from that I am broken she tries to talk to me show me all her love cause she feels bad for saying all that but deep down I know that she meant it all no matter how many times she apologizes for it breaking my train of thoughts my mom called me downstairs when I went downstairs I saw someone who I didn't want to see especially in the state I am right now not at all it was Zayn and his band mates I have met them before and they are sweet but I think even they think the same everyone else thinks abt me even Zayn I love him the most in this world but he is not there for me anymore and I don't want to tell him what I am going through or else he will think I am weak that's the last thing I want anyone to think abt me especially Zayn. When I was thinking all of this Zayn shaked his hand in front of me and said 'u there lil z' I just nodded words were not coming out of my mouth he asked aren't u gonna hug me we are seeing each other after 7 months I just nodded and hugged him when we pulled back I smiled at the boys and said hello and then my mom finally spoke sweetie I am gonna be leaving for work for 4 months till then u are gonna stay with the boys here they have a break so they all are staying here to watch u I was shocked that my mom was leaving me but and she knew it so she knelt down to my height and said don't worry honey it's all gonna be okay I'll be back soon you'll have fun I love you I asked her when are you leaving she told me that she'll be leaving right now I just nodded and ran to my room

Zayn's pov
There was something different abt Zeenia she didn't look happy at all I know it's been hard for her after dad cause she was really close to him but she looked super dull all the light in her eyes was gone she looked super skinny and pale I am seriously getting worried about her when she ran into her room mom told us to keep out stuff in our rooms and come downstairs for lunch before she leaves I was the first one who came back mom was cooking something in the kitchen and we were all alone so it was the perfect time for me to ask her what was going on with Zeenia. Hey mom cam I ask you something?? Sure honey what is it? What's wrong with zee she looks super weak and sad did something happen I am seriously getting worried for her she didn't even talk to me properly my mom turned around and started sobbing

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