Gryffinwhore ~ Fred Weasley ~ By iulia17777

Chapter 3-Fix me

I wake up in the morning with my alarm going off. As I jump out of bed and rush to the bathroom to wash my face, brush my teeth and do all that, flashbacks from last night hit me like a ton of bricks.

What the actual fuck is wrong with me ? He had been bullying me for so long and I never thought of him while I went off on myself.

I hated myself for what I did the previous night, but I decided there was nothing I could do about it. Other than ignore him, of course.

,, Oi, Granger. Woke up to the wrong side of the pillow, did you ? " Fred smirks as his best mate, Lee, does the same.

I roll my eyes and walk past them, wanting to go to the library. It was always so quiet there and I just wanted a place to sort out my thoughts.

But of course that didn't happen.

,, Watch your fucking attitude, little bitch. Just because you had a bad dream last night doesn't mean you need to make it everyone's problem. " He spits, grabbing my wrist, making me drop all my books.

,, You fucking bastard. " I mumble thru gritted teeth as I rush down to get my books.

Lee drops to the ground, helping me pick everything up. I was so confused that, for a second, I stopped to look at him.

,, Oh come on, Jordan. You're making me look like a bad guy now. " Fred groans, chuckling.

,, I'm sorry. " Lee mouths to me as both of us get back up.

I give him a simple nod and leave, not giving Fred any other reaction.

I arrive at the library and, just as I was expecting, it was empty. Nobody really liked this place except a few kids, but they had classes after us, at lunch time.

I look at the clock from the library which said it was 7:49 am. I grab my books and quickly rush to my Charms class.

Ever since I joined Hogwarts, the library lady has been so nice to me that she lets me borrow every book I need for an unlimited period of time.

She trusts me and I trust her. That's all that matters.

As I arrive, I see the huge group of students outside the door. Fuck. Of course we have class with the Gryffindors.

I slowly approach my friend group as I start chatting with Pansy.

,, Hey, Pans. How was yesterday ? " I ask as I hug the girl.

She had a girlfriend. Care to guess who it is ?

,, It was great ! Me and Liv went to Pinterestish, apparently her favorite store. It has all the things from Pinterest and they're very affordable. We should go there sometime ! " She hugs me back, smiling widely.

,, Of course, babe. For now, let's just survive this class. " I press my lips into a thin line, moving my eyes towards where Fred was, moving them back to Pansy immediately after.

She giggles and we continue talking about some other stuff as Professor Flitwich slowly approaches the class.

,, Good morning, students. " He murmurs with a high pitched voice, opening the big wooden doors with his wand.

,, Good morning, Professor Flitwich. " All of us reply in sync.

,, Today, you are going to take a Charms exam. I promise it's going to be very easy, you just have to focus. " He says, climbing on the pile of books from his desk.

Ok, I'm good at Charms. This'll be no biggie.

,, Lexi Granger, you're up next. " Flitwich shoots me an encouraging smile as I get in the centre of the class.

,, I will make you do three charms. Very simple ones, might I add. If you succeed, you will pass the exam. If you have only one mistake, you will pass the exam. If you have more than one mistake, you will fail the exam. Simple. " Professor Flitwich smiles.

Yeah. Simple. It would've been simple if his eyes weren't piercing thru me the whole exam.

I passed the exam without any mistakes as I happily go back to my seat.

,, Fred Weasley, please come up front. " His name leaves Flitwich's mouth as I freeze.

,, Don't drool too much, love. " He whispers, grabbing my waist to move me out of the way, walking past me.

For some reason, I felt something move inside of me when his hands grabbed my waist, but I was way to proud and angry at myself to give it another thought.

As I go to sit back down, I look towards where he was and I saw that, from the corner of his eye, he was looking at me.

I gulp softly and try to look away, having the feeling of vulnerability overcome me.

He passed the exam just as I did, with no mistake at all. As he walks back to his seat, our eyes meet for just a second, before we both look away.

The classes were over as soon as they started and I couldn't wait to go in the yard, climb the tree and smoke a cigarette. Or a pack. Or more. Who knows ?

I struggle a little to climb the tree because of my skirt. I don't usually wear skirts, but I forgot to wash my pants before I left for Hogwarts and they weren't dried this morning.

As I sit on a thick branch, I take out my lighter and set the cigarette in between my lips, pressing them closer slightly, keeping the cigarette still.

I lighten it, taking a deep puff and closing my eyes to enjoy it on a deeper level. It felt as if the smoke was carrying me away from everything. I felt at peace.

But then images of last night started popping into my head. Not only the image that I imagined when I came, but a lot more.

Fred in my dorm, watching me. On the train. Today, in class. Everything was there. Every single one of my encounters with Fred from this year started rushing thru my head.

God, if you're real and if you really do listen to everyone's prayers and make them come true, I have one myself. Fix me, God. Before it's too late. Fix me.

I know this chapter is a little weird, but I promise I have a lot of plans for this story and how it will develop. For now, enjoy the peace while it's still here <333