Baby boy (mint x rockstar cookie)

Pt.5

The song is the song he is singing because I love the song and that's what the fan fic is based off of so why not? :] now on to the story

Rockstars P.o.v
It was finally time my dream has become a reality I get to play in front of a huge crowd, I never thought I would make it after everything "I have never been happier" I say to myself but that's a lie I'm really just trying to distract myself from the pain that I can't just let go of but maybe one day I'll move on. Maybe this song is going to help me. Well the show has started let fucking do this
I walk on stage with my guitar and take a deep breath in and look at the crowd. It's so loud I can barely hear my own thoughts
I strum my guitar and began to sing, I sang out all the love, all the anger, all the sadness I sang my heart out.
I'm at the guitar solo when I see a familiar hair color in the crowd
I move a little just to take a look to see if it's someone famous but when my eyes meet with this mysterious person my heart drops and crumbles to a million pieces
It's mint...
But it's not just him cocoa is with him. My hear aches and my stomach swirls, I can feel tears in my eyes and they blur my vision
I was already starting to cry from the true meaning of the song but seeing them here makes the pain worse. I want to run away and forget about all of this but I can't as much as I don't want to say it but the show must go on
I continue to sing and cry at the same time and all I hear are whispers
"Is he ok?" "Wow he's really good" "damn I wouldn't want to be the person he's singing about" then I hear the familiar voices of my ex lover and his long term gf "Wow I can't believe he has finally archived my dream" I hear cocoa say "Uhh he looks like I know him, well I don't remember I probably seen him in the halls in high school or something" that sentence breaks my heart, he doesn't even remember me!?
I feel so much pain thank god the song is over. I immediately run off stage and sit in a corner and cry.
I want this all to end please I don't want this.
I get reminded of the time in the bathroom. I feel sick again next thing I know I'm throwing up, my vision starts to blur and the it all goes black and all I hear is a ringing in my ear...

I wake up in my dressing room and I look at the time
"ITS 2:34AM OH GOD!?"
I quickly take my stuff and leave
"Fuck I should just take a quick walk then everything will be fine I just need some fresh air" I say to myself as I walk to find a nice place to think. I walk to a bridge and stare down at the rushing water "at this point im forced to move on, I need to learn that I can't just stay attached to someone when things are already over with he likes someone else I need to understand that but it hurts it hurts so much I can't do anything about it, how I wish I could control the world things would be so much better"
I breathe in and out 'I have to move on'
I sit down on the hard concrete and tears start to run down my face "so this is how it ends. I'm at a bridge crying over something that happened years ago, we'll then it's a great ending I must say"

That can be the end if you don't want to cry but if you want to cry more then read the bonus chapter and Uhh I hope you enjoyed the short chapter:)