I had opened my eyes and suddenly life was happening. I had no idea What was going on. Everything was a little blurry. Then things started clearing up. I saw two people, riding in a mustang on the open road. I was so confused. Then I realized, I wasn't living life...
I was Watching.
I got a better look at the passengers. The boy, in the drivers seat, caught my eye. He was a dream. But this wasn't. This was reality. He smooth, tan skin, sparkly blue eyes, and pearly white teeth were mesmerizing. He looked like he enjoyed the fast life. The began to speed up on the open road. The other passenger, a girl, began to screech with excitement and joy. As I good look at the girl. I screamed "What the hell!? " but my voice could not be heard. The girl was me. From the brown , kinky curls, to the rich mocha skin. Is that really me? Woaah. I can hear myself....but one else can? Mmm very interesting.
I watched myself slip off my sandals and stick my pinky polished toes out the window to be kissed by the warm evening breeze. The guy laughed. I wish I knew his name. " Enjoying yourself? " , I had pulled my head back , facing him upside down. " Yes , baby ! " Must be my boyfriend. Aren't I a lucky gal. " I told you. A little speed never hurt anyone. " I had pulled my feet back into the car. " I guess you were right . " ,
He had pulled over to the side of the road, and turned off the engine. I turned to face him with concern whispering from my face. " Why did we stop ? " , he didn't answer but stared into my eyes and smiled. Aren't we cute . He kissed and tickled me, causing both of us to laugh. And me snorting a few times.
" Did you just snort? " , I had fixed my clothing. " It's your fault, " I had said with a pout. He grabbed my cheeks and squished them together. " So cute when you pout. "
This was a beautiful scene. Didnt think anything like this would happen to me. I still don't understand how I can see this, but not feel anything. Out of body experience. Taken to a whole new level.
I went back to Watching and I had turned on the radio, and my favorite song was playing, The Matrimony by Wale. Ohh snap! This my jaaammm! I noticed that I was already singing it. I was staring at my boyfriend while doing so. He had an eye of lust. He began to move closer. I slowly stopped singing and moved in too.
Awwwnn . I was enjoying the moment, when I heard something.. Hell was that? The sound got closer. It was the roar of a raging engine. It wasn't long before I was able to see it coming, and driving in the wrong lane. The two didn't even notice, so deep in each others throats and love filling their eyes. HEY! WATCH OUT! HELLO! My scream of warning wasn't loud enough to Pierce through the engine and music. I forgot they couldn't hear me. I started to get teary eyed. But my boyfriend heard the engine roar.
He had looked ahead and saw impact coming soon and instantly threw his body over mine. Everything had went black after that. I knew impact had happened.
When everything came back, I was looking through my own eyes. No out of body feeling. I could control my actions. People could hear me. I couldn't remember anything though.
I opened my eyes to see, Kaylen's body laying over mine. I was so groggy. " Kaylen? " I whispered. " Kaylen baby get up, " I said softly, but he didn't budge. I sat up, and whinced at the pain. As I did so I saw What had happened. The passenger of the other car had flew through his windshield and landed on our Hood. I also saw the glass pieces In Kaylen's back and the blood ozzing out of his head. It took all my strength to keep calm and not panic. "Kaylen...Kaylen! " my voice started to get louder and I was shaking him.
I had taken the glass out of his back and managed to kick the door open. I pulled him out of the car and laid him on his back on the side of the road. " KAYLEN ! WAKE UP BABY PLEASE! " I was now laying on top of him, crying my eyes out, fear of him never opening his eyes. I knew in my mind, I hardly knew anything of him but I had so much love and care for him.
We were soon in the hospital. As time when by, I paced, kissed him, and soon just laid on top of his motionless body. I shed a few tears as the beep of the heart rate monitor filled my ears. I never felt so hurt in my life. In my heart I knew he wouldn't have waken.
But I did.
